Getting bullied in school was the worst, and so was committing suicide. But I saw things I didn't see before, I saw the stars, I saw peace, i saw heaven. All I wanted to do now was payback even though it wasn't possible.
Sienna said there was a wide, wide heaven beond everything we knew, where there was no school or forest, no memory, no grave, but I wasn't looking beyond that, I was still looking back. I always wondered if I never did what I did, would life be the same? I also wondered if my parents found out what happened to me, did they call the police, did they try looking for me, did they talk to the school? But I don't think they even made it home yet. That's what's been going on in my head and I keep thinking about it but I can't stop. As I was walking on the grass, i noticed that when I walked here last night these flowers weren't here, the ones that were here were daisy's and now they are pink roses. I personally like the pink roses because they are so bright and beautiful. Anyways so I was walking and Sienna had stayed asleep so I was just enjoying the view by myself and then Sienna came up to me and said, "You finally moved on" but as she said moved on, her voice kinda faded and everything went white again like the same moment I killed myself. As the light dimmed down from being so bright, I was in the most beautiful place ever!
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It was a field of flowers and a lake right next to it. I loved the colors of the sunrise, purple, blue, pink, and yellow. Right next to me was Sienna, she was wearing this beautiful dress that I'd never seen before!
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Then I wondered, if she had a different outfit, then so would I, so I looked down and I was wearing an even more beautiful dress in my opinion, it matched the scene with butterflies in the air.
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