My Ex Wants to Ruin My Life

Chapter Six. I know why.

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Chapter Six. I know why.

I looked up at Nancy and she only shrugged in confusion. "You want me to leave?"

His heartbeat started rising and the nurse gave me no choice but to leave. "Please, you are creating stress for the patient. Go outside."

Reluctantly I pulled the door open to go out. I don't know why but what Spencer said really hurt me. I know I have no right to feel that way since we only met yesterday. But there's something inside of me that tells me I care about him and what he thinks of me.

Can life get any worse.

Oh look, I spy Mason walking towards me.

Life got worse.

I start walking away but he follows me. With him right on my heels, I walked into the elevator. The doors closed and there was a peaceful yet awkward silence for merely a second before jerkface interrupted my life again. "I love you." I. Will. Kill. Him. Here is your chance. You're alone in the elevator with him and you have a safety pin on your shirt. Stab him to death. Do it now.

I was getting ready to unpin the safety pin when the elevator door opened.

"I HATE YOU. Please get out of my life."

I ran to my car and started the engine. Why would he tell me to get away. He was fine when he dropped me home. Then I saw him on the ground. Before that the only thing that happened was Mason coming to see me. Then I saw Mason again at the hospital... he seemed to know the room I went to visit. Didn't he warn me when he came to my house?

"You can't walk home with guys Gail. I'm here for you, aren't I? Trust me one more time and I will prove to you I am worth it."

Oh god. He is the one who did this to Spencer. Mason is the reason Spencer doesn't even want me near him! What did he do to him?!

I was driving, again. I didn't want to go home. I couldn't go to the hospital.

"I almost killed Spencer. Its all my fault. I should've noticed the way Mason acted. I should have!" I slammed my hand against the steering wheel.

I cried. "I always put others' lives in danger. Always. Even.." I stopped the car. "I miss him so much."

Eventually my mind just stopped thinking. All my thoughts slowly disappeared and I couldn't feel anything. It was as if my body switched to automatic.

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I didn't go to school the next day. Every hour I would text Nancy to see how he was doing. He was improving.

A couple days past and Mindy realised I wasn't "sick" anymore. She came to my house after school that day.

"Okay whats up? You're clearly not sick."

I groaned. I didnt want to talk to anyone. She needed to go away. I might just put her life in danger too.

"And did you know Spencer was in the hospital? Everyone is talking about it in school. They're saying he commited suicide."

Suicide? I hadn't thought about that..

What if he actually did.

I mean I have no proof that Mason really did hurt him..

"Wait are you sure? Like 100%."

"I'm pretty sure. Normally when there are rumors there are like 97 versions of the story. This time everyone's just talking about one."

And if that is true, I wasn't responsible for it. I'm not the one who put him on the hospital bed. I sigh in relief on my part, but I immediately get up to find out why in the world he would try to commit suicide.

First person I think of going to is Nancy.