How To Love A Rape Victim (Sugakookie)

Chapter 1

Jungkook's POV:
Force.

Force and pain.

So much pain.

That's all that ever came with this.

Arms being held down, body shaking.

Tears streaming down my face.

Screaming as loud as I could.

Telling him to stop. It hurts.

But he never did until he was completely  finished, throwing me away like a rag doll after.

Curling into a ball on my bed.

Feeling disgusted.

Worthless.

Trapped.

Like a toy.

Crying until I fell asleep.

This time it was different though.

Being held down, screaming and crying. Almost being penetrated again, until a door slammed open. My mother's terrified eyes looking at mine. Then they flicked to my fathers, changing to anger. Complete and utter disgust.

"What the fuck are you doing to our son!"

Then his weight was finally gone from above me.

I was so startled and shook.

Then I came back to my senses when I saw my father try to strangle my mom to death. I immediately jumped at him to get him off of her.

I don't know how many hits I took until I started to loose consciousness.

Sirens blaring in the background before I completely blacked out.

Waking up to a being in a white room with my mother passed out on the chair beside me, clutching onto my hand for dear life.

Soon looking up at me when I started to move.

I could see the bruises covering her face.

Her tired and tear-stained eyes.

"Jungkook," she choked out as she hugged me. I hugged her back. So tight. Sobbing my eyes out.

"He's gone. He won't ever hurt you again. I'm so sorry baby. I'm so sorry my little Kookie. I'm sorry," she could barely get out. I could only squeeze her tighter. It wasn't her fault. It never was.
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I was screaming as I felt the tears roll down my face.

"Jungkook, wake up!"

"Baby, wake up!"

"Jungkook!"

Then I finally opened my eyes to see my mothers worried face. I instantly charged at her to hug her.

"It's okay baby, mommy's here," she said as she held me close and played with my hair. Eventually I started to calm down and we just sat there as my mom kept playing with my hair.

"Same nightmare baby?" She asked before she kissed my temple. I just nodded my head yes against her chest.

"I'm sorry my little bun, I wish I could make it go away," she said as she held me closer.

"No mom, please stop saying you're sorry. You did everything you could," I reassured her.

"I was too late," she whispered out.

"No mom. He's gone now. It stopped. If it weren't for you, I would probably be under him right now. You saved me mom," I reassured her as I played with her hands, rubbing where her engagement ring use to be a few months ago.

"I love you so much bun. You're so beautiful and talented and I'm so proud to call you my son," he said before she kissed my forehead.

"I love you too mom, so much," I said as I closed my eyes while snuggling up closer to her. Her touch always soothed me. Always so much nicer and softer than my dad's.

"Are you ready for your new school?" She quietly asked me.

"As ready as I'll ever be," I shrugged.

"You'll be great hun. You'll make so many friends and have so much fun," she said trying to lighten the mood.

"I'm gonna be so awkward though. I don't know how to make friends?" I pouted.

"You'll be fine. You're just so gosh darn adorable and cute, they'll just have to be your friend," she said while pinching my cheeks.

"Ow, mom," I whined as I grabbed her hands away.

"What if they try to touch me?" I asked worriedly.

"Oh Kookie," she said as she hugged me.

Today is gonna be a long day, I can tell. 

AN- So, I'm back with another story my pretty little flowers. I'm gonna go back to my original roots with this one though of writing fluff and angst. But I am trying something new this time and doing the topic of rape. I hope you enjoy and get ready for your feels. I've been in a really soft and fluffy Yoonkook mood lately, so be prepared😉