How To Love A Rape Victim (Sugakookie)

Chapter 8

Jungkook's POV:
"Jungkook, sweetie are you home? Who's car is that outside of our house?" I woke up to my mom calling out. I looked around my room to see Yoongi still holding my hand as he slept down on the ground next to my bed.

"Jungkook?" My mom said as she entered my room. I put my finger to my lips to tell her to be quiet before pointing down at the ground where Yoongi sat.

"What's going on? Why are you home sweetie? Isn't that the kid who brought you home that one time?" She whispered.

"Yeah, his name is Yoongi," I told her as I yawned.

"Are you okay? Did something happen? You're never here when I come come," she quietly asked as she down next to me on my bed and ran a hand through my hair.

"I was starting to have a panic attack during school and I really just wanted to go home so Yoongi brought me here. I didn't want him to leave me though, so we both ended up falling asleep before you came home," I explained to her. She nodded her head as she softly smiled at me.

"You're okay now though, right?" She asked.

"Yeah, I feel much better actually," I let her know.

"So who exactly is this Yoongi guy," she playfully smirked at me as she pointed down to our intertwined hands.

"Mom!" I whispered yelled while playfully hitting her on the shoulder as I felt a blush creep up onto my cheeks.

"I'm just saying, you don't ever let people touch you but you don't seem to mind that he is," she lightly laughed.

"Well, he always asks and let's me know where he'll be touching before he actually does," I shrugged.

"Really?" She seemed surprised.

"Yeah, and I really like his touch. Soft and gentle, reminds me of you," I said while shyly looking down at Yoongi.

"I'm happy, he seems like a patient and good kid," she said.

"He said that he would help me," I let her know.

"My little bun, I'm so proud of you," she said as she hugged me. "Well, I'm gonna go get dinner started then since we have an extra person tonight," She said before kissing my temple and then getting up to leave. She winked at me before finally leaving my room to head to the kitchen.

I then turned to focus on Yoongi and watched as he slept. I squeezed his hand before cuddling up to it and softly kissing it.

"You're cute," I suddenly heard Yoongi say as he chuckled.

"You're awake?!" I spluttered out as I started to blush.

"Yep, since you squeezed my hand and cuddled it," he chuckled again.

"Please, you're embarrassing me," I said as I hid my face with my free hand.

"Well, I found it adorable, so don't worry about it," he said as he shook my hand.

"Do you have any games on your phone?" I randomly asked him.

"Yeah, why? You want to play one," he asked back.

"No, I want to watch you play one while my mom makes us dinner," I explained.

"Sure," he shrugged before reaching down into his pocket to grab his phone out. "You can come up onto my bed if you want," I suggested.

"You sure?" He asked to make sure. I just nodded my head so he got up off the floor to sit down on my bed instead.

"Actually I would like to try something," I said.

"Like what?" He questioned.

"Can I try sitting between your legs with my back to your chest?" I asked.

"You sure? That's a pretty big step for you," he warned.

"Yeah, I really want to try," I said.

"Okay, come here," he said as he sat back on the headrest of my bed and opened his arms for me. I slowly moved forward and stopped right before him.

"Um..." I paused.

"It's okay, I'm not gonna do anything to you," He reassured me.

"Just please don't touch me, let me get use to it," I told him. He nodded at me before I finally started to turn around and moved in between his legs. I shakily breathed in as I slowly leaned back and almost yelped as I felt his chest against my back.

"Jungkook, you don't have to do this. Don't push yourself," I heard Yoongi say behind me.

"No, I want to," I said as I finally settled in and took some deep breaths. "Will you please play with my hair," I breathed out.

"Of course," he said before I felt his hands go through my hair.

"You're doing amazing Jungkook," I heard Yoongi compliment me. After a while I felt more comfortable with the position and started to relax into it.

"You can play the game now, I'm okay," I sighed out. Then he rested his arms on his knees as he held his phone up in front of us. Soon enough he had a game pulled up and started to play it as I watched.

"I'm really proud of you Jungkook, you're doing really good," he said before I started to blush and smile to myself.

Then I watched him play this stupid game as we just sat there, waiting for my mom to finish up on dinner.