How To Love A Rape Victim (Sugakookie)

Chapter 5

Jungkook's POV:
"Jungkook," I heard the familiar voice of Yoongi say as he quickly walked towards me while I was at my locker. I froze up for a second before turning around to face him, but made sure to keep my head down.

"Are you okay? God, I'm so sorry about yesterday. I didn't know," he apologized. It surprised me so I quickly looked up at him to see him with a concerned look on his face.

"It's okay, I didn't tell you," I simply replied.

"Are you okay though? Shit, I feel so bad," he said while rubbing the back of his neck while looking at me.

"I'm fine," I told him.

"Man, I wish I could hug you right now," he said while looking down. I looked at him and I could tell that he really did feel bad about yesterday. I hesitantly stepped closer towards before awkwardly wrapping my own arms around him.

"Jungkook?" He asked in surprise.

"It's okay. I'm fine. I knew what was gonna happen and I initiated it," I let him know.

"You sure?" He questioned.

"Yep," I nodded.

"Is it okay if I hug back?" He asked. I thought about it for a minute, but I really didn't like the idea.

"No, I'm sorry. I don't feel comfortable with it," I said as I quickly let him go.

"Hey, Hey, that's fine. Just take it easy okay," he said trying to calm me down. I just nodded my head at him.

"Can I run my hand through your hair?" He suddenly bursted out. My eyes widened as I looked at him. He just gave me a soft smile before he put his hand down as he nodded at me. I don't know why but in that moment I felt like I could trust him.

"You can," I shakily let out.

"You sure? It's not that big of a deal. I can wait. I just wanted to give you some comfort, but I don't know how when I can't touch you," he said.

"Sorry," I said while looking down.

"Please don't apologize," he said.

"You can play with my hair," I told him.

"Yeah?" He reassured.

"Yeah, I like when my hair gets played with. It comforts me, but I only let my mom do it," I explained.

"You sure you want me to?" he asked again.

"Yeah, I'm fine. You asked and I know what's happening," I said as I leaned my head towards him.

"Okay, I'm gonna touch your hair now," he warned me right before I felt his huge hand run through my hair.

"Your hair is really soft," he complimented.

"Thank you," I said as I felt a blush approach my cheeks.

"Okay, I'm pulling back now," he said before I felt him remove his hand from me.

"You okay?" He asked me.

"Yeah, I like the way your hand feels in my hair," I told him.

"Good, maybe I'll ask to do it more often then," he told me. I slightly smiled at him before the bell rang, indicating that school has started.