How To Love A Rape Victim (Sugakookie)

Chapter 7

Jungkook's POV:
We finally pulled up to my driveway and Yoongi quickly got out of his car to get to my side. He opened the door as I took my seatbelt off.

"Your legs are shaking, Jungkook. I'm gonna carry you in okay?" He said as I tried to sit on the edge of the seat to hop out.

"I'm gonna do bridle style okay? I'm only gonna touch the back of your knees and your back under your armpit towards your chest," he said before stepping closer to me.

"M-my chest?" I stuttered out.

"Yeah, like this," he said as he grabbed me carefully around the areas he just mentioned.

"Yoongi, stop. Please stop," I freaked out as I felt his hand reach towards where my nipple was.

"You okay," he worriedly asked as he pulled his arms away from me.

"I don't like your hand there...it's too close to my nipple...my dad. My dad use to touch there and it hurt. There's still some bruising there," I explained.

"Shit, I'm sorry Jungkook," he said while giving me a sad glance.

"It's okay," I breathed out as I grabbed his hand.

"Is a piggyback ride okay? That way you'll be doing most of the touching. I'll only be touching under your knees," he suggested.

"Yeah, that sounds better," I agreed. He quickly turned around to help me get onto his back. Soon I was stable and feeling much better with this position instead.

"You okay?" Yoongi asked me.

"Yeah," I heavily breathed out.

"Well continue to breath for me, okay. I'm taking you in right now," he said as he started walking towards the front door.

"The key is under that rock in the potted plant," I pointed. Soon enough we were inside and walking towards my bedroom. He opened the door and carefully set me down onto my bed.

"Breath, I need you to breath for me," He said calmly.

"Please hold my hand," I whimpered to him as I tried to breath in and out slowly. He gently grabbed my hand and instantly started to rub my thumb with his.

"Can you please play with my hair," I asked quietly. He gave me a soft smile before taking his free hand and running it through my hair. Soon enough I was starting to clam down and breath at a normal pace.

"I'm tired," I said while yawing.

"Then take a nap," Yoongi told me. I just closed my eyes and nodded my head at him as he helped me to get under the covers.

"Will you please stay here with me?" I asked him before he could even think about leaving.

"If you want," He smiles at me.

"I would ask you to take a nap with me on my bed, but I don't feel comfortable enough for that," I said while giving me a sorry look.

"Please don't feel bad Jungkook. I understand. I completely understand now," he reassured me.

"You can still play with my hair though," I let him know.

"You really like your hair and hands being touched huh?" He said before going back to running his hand through my hair.

"They're the only places he touched the least," I said while looking away from his eyes.

"You're beautiful Jungkook and extremely strong, you know that?" he complimented me. I could feel the blush creep up onto my cheeks.

"He never thought so. Liked the way I looked small and weak under him. Telling me how slutty and hot I was," I said as I felt the tears brim my eyelids. "I've never felt so weak and disgusted in my life," I finally let out as I brought my face into my hands to hide my tears.

"Jungkook, please look at me," I heard Yoongi say as he gently tugged onto my hair to get me to look at him. I slowly looked at him with tears running down my face.

"You're really pretty Jungkookie and the strongest person I know. What he did to you was absolutely horrible and I would never wish it upon anyone, not even my worst enemy," he said.

"I just want it to go away Yoongi. I want to be innocent again. I don't want to be scared of people touching me anymore. I'm just lucky I have the mom that I have or I don't know where I would be right now," I said while frustratingly wiping my tears away.

"I can help you Jungkook. I can help you overcome this," he said.

"Really?" I questioned him.

"If you want me to. I'll slowly help you get over your fear and trauma," he said.

"....I trust you," I eventually decided.

"We got this Jungkook. We can do this together," he assured me while nodding his head at me.

"Hand?" I pouted as I stuck my hand out towards him. He lightly chuckled before grabbing it and intertwining our fingers together.

"Can I give your hand a kiss?" He suddenly asked me. I thought about it for a second before deciding it would be okay.

"Yeah," I told him before he slowly pulled my hand towards his face to give it a quick peck.

"Now get some rest," he ordered me as he rubbed my hand gently. I nodded at him before finally closing my eyes and focusing on his gentle touches as it lulled me to sleep.

AN- Is this story getting too repetitive and boring? I'm trying my best to change things up. Hopefully with the next chapter I'm more successful😌