How To Love A Rape Victim (Sugakookie)

Chapter 12

Jungkook's POV:
"Jungkook honey, Yoongi's here! And breakfast is ready!" I heard my mom shout as I was sitting on top of my bed, drying my hair out.

"Okay!" I yelled back at her before throwing my towel into the dirty laundry and then heading over to the kitchen. Once there, I saw Yoongi sitting at the dinning table with a plate of French toast, giving me a smile.

"Hi Yoongi," I quietly let out as I sat down in the chair next to him.

"Hey there cutie," he said, which caused me to blush.

The three of us just sat there eating and having good conversation before my mom had to stop by her office real quick to drop something off and then go grocery shopping. Yoongi and I just decided to go to my room to hangout.

"And then he gets me to drop him off back at home way too damn early in the morning asking me "why do you think there's no opposite word for loneliness? It is that maybe people, until they die, have no moments of not being lonely?" And I was like "Namjoon it's 7:00 in the fucking morning," and he just kind of stared at me all offended-like before getting out of my car and into his house. And that was the last time I ever had him stay the night at my place without Jin there ever again," Yoongi finished up as he sat leaned up against my dresser while I was up on my bed, laughing our asses off.

"He's just way too philosophical for me sometimes," he finally said as our laughing died down.

"That's great though, I've never really had any friends until now," I let him know as I yawned.

"You tired?" He questioned me.

"A little," I shrugged off.

"You can take a nap if you want to bun, I don't mind," he said.

"Would you like to take a nap with me?" I asked him.

"Like sleep in the same bed together?" He asked curiously. I just nodded my head at him before scooting over from my spot.

"You sure?" He hesitated as he stood up next to my bed now.

"I said I wanted to cuddle, and I really meant it," I stated shyly.

"Okay, as long as you're comfortable with it," he said as I felt the bed dip from his weight when he sat on top of it.

"Just don't hold me down, and make sure I'm facing you. If I'm not facing you, please just give me space. I don't want to feel trapped especially when you're behind me," I firmly stated.

"Got it, don't worry. I won't do anything to you. I won't take advantage of you while you're asleep, okay Jungkook?" He reassured me. I nodded my head before lifting the blankets up to let Yoongi slide under them. Once we were both laying down, facing each other, I finally decided to grab his hand. He took notice and quickly intertwined our fingers together while smiling at me.

"You know, you're actually quite the beauty," he complimented as he scanned over my face.

"Stop it," I said as I stuffed my face into one of my pillows in order to try to hide my blushing cheeks from him.

"It's true though, I don't know how such a man could so such awful things to such a beautiful boy," he sighed out as I felt him shift to lay down on his back now. I peeked from where I was hiding my face to see Yoongi somberly looking up at the ceiling.

"I don't deserve you," I said as I scooted towards him and sat my head really close to the crook of his neck.

"Of course you do. You deserve all of the happiness in the world Jungkook. To feel loved and not like your body doesn't belong to you." He said as I felt him start to rub my thumb with his since we were still holding hands.

"Thank you," I breathed in heavily as I could feel that I was about to cry.

"Aw, don't cry," He said, which only pushed me further and made me cry.

"Kooksters," He said as he squeezed my hand.

"You just make me feel like I'm not a toy anymore. You give me the power of my own body that I use to never have. Yoongi, I feel like my body is mine again," I sobbed out before digging my face into the crook of his neck.

"Can I play with your hair Kookie?" He asked me, which I quickly nodded my head to. Soon I felt his fingers drag through my hair as the other ones kept a hold of my hand.

"I'm placing my head on top of yours okay?" He mentioned before I nodded my head in okay to. Soon I felt the bottom of his chin sitting right on top of my head as he continued to play with my hair and hold my hand. Eventfully I stopped crying and I could feel the heavy weight of my eyelids now.

"Goodnight Yoongi," I whispered out to him.

"You finally gonna get some sleep lil bun?" He asked me. I just nodded my head at him with my eyes closed as I gave a little smile.

"Get some sleep then. I'll be right here when you wake up," he let me know before I felt him bop the tip of my nose, which only made me scrunch it up before relaxing it again to finally let sleep take over my body.