ITS MY BIRTHDAY (June 12) so I'm publishing a new book like I do practically almost every birthday, it's called Piercing Eyes so enjoy! And you should also check out Rosebud
Preview:
"Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad."
~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, Hyperion
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It's not on my mind 24/7.
In these three years, I haven't thought about it every second of everyday. But it affects me in ways I can't describe.
I can't be in crowded rooms anymore for the fear of it.
I can't be alone with a man anymore.
I can't be who I want to be in fear of attracting predators.
I live in constant fear even though I know he's dead.
I can't even think about getting intimate with somebody without having a panic attack.
It's senior year in high school and I'm not ready.
I don't want to live on my own in college. I don't want to not have a reason to leave my room. I don't want to face the world in fear it may happen again.
But then I met him.
And I'm scared.
I'm scared for my life that I may ruin this. I don't want to ruin this at all.
I'm scared that he'll turn into him.
I'm scared I'll turn into him.
I'm a boy so I'm half way there.
I'm scared that me, Cole Day, will screw this up. I don't want to be a mess anymore. But I can't help it.
I don't want to have this constant fear in my heart every time somebody walks past me.
I don't want to fear what my parents will say if I were to tell them.
What anybody will say.
I'm scared that if I open my mouth, everything that happen will become real.
I'm scared.
But I love him and I'm not sure if I'm ready to let him go.
I don't want to let Oscar go.
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And also check out my newest book:
Falling with Caution
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