sticks and stones may break my bones

haha

i think it's hilarious how my mother gets pissed off at me for saying i dont like men and that im lesbian

but then she turns around and actually allows me to check out a bunch of gay/lesbian books at a library

hmmm

and now i feel horrible because i really will have to sneak out of the house once i get a gorlfriend because apparently it's "only group dates until youre 17" even though none of my friends are remotely close to being in relationships plus,,,, group dates are pretty dead imo

hh

i could vent abt my parebts all fuckubg day but i know nobody'd give a shit because im just. annoying

i should be more positive, but it's hard to do so