sticks and stones may break my bones

whoopie

i just love feeling unneeded and unnecessary and obnoxious and annoying♡

and i also love that feeling when you truly feel lonely because none of your friends have just casually messaged u in forever so you feel like cry-dyin

and then that feeling turns to guilt because your stupid ass couldve easily texted any of them at any given time but Anxiety over them being annoyed by you is fun

also uh i got an instagram ! mainly so i can message a friend who's going back to south korea soon but uhh itls @ _kujotenn_ in case anyone wants to see the void ive posted there

although tbh im too fucking ugly for instagram, the social media app created solely for posting selfies lmao

now i have three social media accts ive never actually posted on, although i gave up on one of them

maybe its because my parents never let me have any social media until i just made them without them knowing, maybe it's because im only social enough for tumblr, maybe it's maybelline? who knows