The attraction between two people can be great. The sex can be mind blowing. The kisses can be electrifying....But is it love?
Reagan is a smart girl. Graduated from Howard University one of the top HBCU's in America. Reagan just moved to LA for he...
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I looked away from my food just looking out the side of my eye not even having an appetite. It's been 2 days since I found out I was 2 1/2 months pregnant with Michael's baby and I honestly don't know what to do. I've been thinking about going back home and getting a new job but that would be unfair to myself to give up everything I've worked for and to keep this baby away from his or hers father.
But the thing is so many problems come with telling Michael, what if he leaves me,or wants me to kill my baby...Thats something I cant deal with right now, I still cant tell him. "Whats wrong?" Ella asked.
I haven't even told her yet, shes been at Clarences house since I went to the hospital, she just got back last night really late, but when she asked me what's wrong it did something to me and all I could do was cry. "Reagan?!" She semi yelled rushing next to me.
"I'm pregnant." I cried out.
"Oh my God." She said getting out of her seat that was next to me and I got up too and she hugged me tightly. "Judging by your tears and how you are sitting in here, you're not happy about this." She said
"I'm pregnant after only being in LA for 5 months, Me and Michael have only been together for 3 months and we aren't fucking married! I'm not ready for this...I'm not." I said through my tears.
"How far along are you?" She asked.
"2 1/2 months" I laughed. "The day I went into his office I came out pregnant, ain't that some bullshit." I said as the tears still came out.
"Have you told him?" She asked.
"No! I'm not going to." I said backing away.
"Reagan what is wrong with you." Ella said backing away also, and looking at me weirdly.
"You don't know how I feel right now Ella, I'm trying to figure out so much and I need time." I said.
"Reagan, you're a smart girl but that is the stupidest shit you have ever said! It took the two of you to make this fucking baby and you're not even gonna talk to him about this? You're not gonna tell him about his own damn baby!" She yelled.
"I'm not having this talk! It's my body and I don't know the first thing about being a mom! But right now this shit is fucking scary and I need to figure shit out alone! I have to figure out what's best for me and my baby." I said frustrated.
"Really, what's best for your baby! What's best for your baby is you being selfless for that baby, keeping that babies father away is the most selfish thing you can do! And with that mindset you'll never be a good mom." She said grabbing her purse and looking at me.
