Why didn't you just tell me

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////Fluff and sadness if you get triggered by talk of rape please don't read this. No Magnus doesn't do that to Alec so please stay calm////

(Magnus's point of view)

Warning to everyone this conversation is going to be very weird. Alexander and I have been together for about a year and every time we start getting a little heated he doesn't want to even take of his shirt like I have seen him shirtless but not in the bedroom

"Alexander can we talk?" I said pausing the T.V show. Both us moved so that we were facing each other

"Okay?" He said a little confused

"Are you ashamed of me?"

"What? No! Why would you think that?" He whisper yelled grabbing my hands

"Because every time we..... you know..... start getting a little heated you just stop it" I wish I never said anything as the second I spoke he dropped my hands and just froze "Alexander I'm sorry you don't have to answer" I said putting my hand to his cheek

"I'm sorry" he said wiping away a tear that fell down his cheek. What can be so bad that he can't talk to me let only cry. I pull him between my legs so his back is pressed against chest. I kiss his cheek slightly rubbing the small hairs from my face making him laugh and press my face away

"That's the laugh I want to hear" I smiled pecking his neck again making him blush a little from the contact on his block rune

"What I am about to tell you I haven't told anyone not even Jace. You have to promise that you won't tell anyone not cat or rag no one please" Alec asked me as he put his arms on top on mine  that were around his waist

"What every you say to me I never tell anyone ever" I reply

"My first relationship with a guy his name was Patrick. One day we were getting a little heated than when we started removing our clothes" I got a little tense I was afraid I knew where this was going and if I am right I am going to send a fire ball so up his ass he won't never be able to not feel pain "and than I started getting a little nervous so I ask to stop he didn't listen. I tried to pull him off me but he was bigger I tried to yell but he put something in my mouth" as each word left his mouth I held him a little harder "And I am guessing you can guess what happen from there" He said rubbing my arm

"Babe you have no idea how sorry I am. I swear if I ever see that Patrick again I will put a fire ball so far up...."

"Please don't finish that, now you know why it's hard for me to you know" Alec said nervously clearly uncomfortable from this conversation

"I know, I am sorry I ever tried to do anything to do" Alec shook his head no turning around

"You didn't know, you had no idea please don't fell bad" He said kissing me slightly

"Thank you for telling me"

"Of course. I love you Magnus Bane" I smiled and pecked him again

"I love you too Alexander Lightwood" I said

////Hope you enjoyed this fluff////

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