The Beautifully Reckless

Chapter Thirty Four

Mila-Rose's POV

It's been a couple days since I've found out I'm pregnant. Zach and I have barely left each other's side. Jonah hasn't left my side much either. I broke down the night we came back and ended up telling everyone the news. Jonah's been extremely supportive and Zach's been super helpful. Since the incident, I've had multiple panic attacks and Zach is the only one who can calm me down. He's broken down a bit too but I've been able to help him too. Luckily the rest of the guys were able to convince their record label to let them take a break, no matter how long it may be. I'm currently sitting on my couch, scrolling through my Instagram. I look up as Jonah walks in. "Hey princess, how you feeling?" He asks. "Okay." I say. He nods and gives me a soft smile. "Will you be okay if I go shower?" He asks. "Totally. I have the other guys. Plus, you stink." I say. He rolls his eyes and smiles. "Love you too." He says. I blow him a kiss and laugh as he walks upstairs. I settle back into the couch and the other guys walk in. "Hey Mills." Daniel says, sitting on a chair. Jack claims the other chair and Corbyn and Zach settle in next to me. I grab Zach's hand and look at him. "You good?" I ask. He squeezes my hand and nods. "I'm good." He says. I nod and let go. "How are you holding up?" Jack asks. "Okay. Kinda weird to think I have a human growing inside of me but it's fine. Kinda sucks that I have to put my life on pause for a while because it's not good to go zorbing when you're four months pregnant." I say. Corbyn chuckles and shakes his head. "I'm not even gonna ask." Daniel says. I grin. "It's probably better if you don't." I say.

"So what gender do you want?" Zach asks. "A little boy. I've always wanted to have a little boy first." I say. "Why's that?" Jonah asks, walking down the steps. "Because I'm one of those people who want a little boy before a little girl so my little girl has an older brother to kick ass for her. But he'd teach her to kick ass so he wouldn't have to worry about her." I say. "What if you have a girl?" Jack asks. "I'll raise her to kick ass and live life to the fullest." I say. "So no matter what gender it is, you're gonna raise them to kick ass?" Corbyn says. "Why wouldn't I?" I ask. "They're gonna be a Maverick." I turn to find Logan and Jake walking in with bags of food. "Not if they're a Jake Pauler." Jake says. "No way little bro. They are gonna be a Maverick." Logan says. "Fuck both of you. My baby is gonna be a Flower." I say. "Logang for life." Logan says, walking into the kitchen. "My baby is gonna be a Flower and a Limelight." I say. Jonah picks me up and sits down. He sets me on his lap and I lay my head on his shoulder. "What if they hate our music?" Daniel asks. "Adoption is always a choice. No baby of mine is gonna hate your music." I say. Zach laughs and Corbyn gives me a high five. "You'll raise your kid to like them but not your brothers?" Jake asks. "I like these boys better than I like you." I shrug. The guys stifle a laugh. "I'll remember that Thorn." Jake says. I roll my eyes.

Logan walks out of my kitchen and hands me a plate of food. "Eat." He says. He hands Zach and Corbyn a plate as well before disappearing in my kitchen again. I shrug and start to eat. Jonah steals a couple chips off my plate, causing me to roll my eyes again. I get halfway through my sandwich before I get a gut feeling. "I'll be right back." I say. I hand Jonah my plate and I jog upstairs. I go into my room and I'm met with Charles. "Hello Mila." He says. "What do you want?" I spit. "I heard the news. I'm here to apologize. That wasn't supposed to happen." He says. "Well it did." I say, venom dripping from each word. I cross my arms. "I'm truly sorry. I'll be turning myself into the police after I leave here. You don't deserve anymore of my crap. And tell your friend that I'm sorry as well. If I hurt him in anyway, let him know I'm sorry." He says. "Why are you doing this?" I ask. "I'm tired of being a criminal. Plus your mother refuses to pay me so I need to teach her a lesson." He says. "Kick her ass. Tell her I asked you to." I say. He smiles. "I've always seen how much you wanted to get away from her. I'm glad you did. You don't deserve her shit. Have a wonderful life. And hold on to that boyfriend. He really loves you kid." He says. I nod. "Thanks for listening. Goodbye Mila." He says. "Goodbye Charles." I say. He leaves through my balcony. I collapse on my bed and sigh.