Thoughts of a depressed in love teenager

You screwed me over

"I drink. I smoke. I hurt. I fuck.

Only because you screwed me over so hard, and you lifted my hopes to a level where I cannot stand to let go of them,

that I now fondly take another hit, another sip, and get into another bed,

just hoping you will become the hero I thought you were and save me.

But, now I'm feeling dizzy and maybe I'll take another shot,

and may fuck another one, until you show up."

- anonymous