Why do I bother.
Why the FUCK do I bother.
I write it on here and on social media (sorry to my followers) and I scream it in my head, but to you I stay silent.
Because nothing I say won't change your mind.
And that kills me.
Fuck you.
Fuck you for making me swallow down my words and my feelings and my happiness.
Fuck. You.
(A/N: it's getting harder to write about this. I'm sorry. Please know I'm trying.)