Dear mom,
So my friend and I FaceTime and our convo goes something like this:
Friend: "you like Tye?"
Me: "....yeah?"
Friend: "for how long?"
Me: "um. Like a day and a half?"
Friend: "you like a girl?"
Me: "yeahhh."
(Let me just quickly mention that Tye isn't a girl and neither am I, but at that time we thought we were girls. Gender is fun.)
Friend: you gonna tell Tye?
Me: no?
Friend: either you tell her (again, not her anymore) or I will
She was serious. She would absolutely tell Tye. And I refused, SHE FUCKING TOLD TYE.
I love that bitch. I do, mom. And I know you like her. But I totally wanted to murder her at that time.
So, to save face, I text Tye, telling them that I DO like them and I understand if they don't wanna be with me and yeah.
Their response?
"Z, I do like you and I would love to be with you but I don't think I can." (Or something like that. It's been 3 years. Leave me alone).
I'm disappointed, but I expect it, and yes I was totally crying because I've been rejected before but this one really hurt.
So why the rejection?
Tye basically thought they weren't good enough for me. How wrong they were. It was me who wasn't good enough. But after a lot of back and forth over that, we agreed to try and start dating.
And then there was another problem.
My ex. Or specifically the fact that Tye was best friends with my ex and this would kill him.
...no one said I had great morals.
Love,
Your son
(A/N: so I figured out that I can write chapters and upload them from my phone? And y'all probably knew that forever so...but yeah, I'm writing from my phone, so all mistakes are mine. Let me know if something looks wonky or weird. Thank you for reading!)
