Zen X Reader Snow White with the red hair

If you're also reading the sequel

This is a chapter on my sequel book also. I'm confirming that its not discontinued, its just on pause and here's why. This was written and published on the sequel book as well in case you've already seen it.

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Sorry you guys probably hate all these stupid updates and not chapters but I'm really trying to write a new chapter its just problematic. So if youre still reading here's whats goin on. I have exam this week, yay! The reason why I couldn't update is because I'm having problems coming up with good ideas. I had an idea then lost it. I want it to be such a great chapter, like my comeback but recently its hard. Not too long ago my boyfriend broke up with me and it was kind of hard because first it was over text and second I never knew why. Recently he told me why but it was such a stupid reason and in my mind I put up this act that I should hate him...but I can't. Idk why I can't hate him and it hurts. Wanna know his reason? Let me quote the idiocy for you all.

"The reason I broke up with you, well, I loved you too much and I wanted you to find someone better than me"

Idk if he was honest or not but it broke my heart all over again. I wanted to tell him that if I thought he wasnt good enough I wouldve broken up with him, I wanted to say that I cant let go of this feeling. Yeah, I suck... Side note, when he broke up with me I was going through a few other personal problems that I can't share, but that sums up my feelings. Anyways, what I'm trying to convey is that, I love you all, and I just want to give you guys a quality chapter without all my stupid feelings in it lol. I want to give you guys a nice loooong cute chapter. If I were to write a chapter right now, it'd be so sad and I dont want you all to cry....unless it does well with the storyline. So thanks if you even read this far, sorry again its not a chapter. I hope you all understand that I'm really trying my best~

From your greatful author-chan~~~