Heart of Gold

Love

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November 26, 2016

I woke up with a raging headache the next morning. I was completely naked, and some random chick was next to me.

I don't even bother being quiet, I'd feel better knowing she was suffering just like me.

"You were great," she gives me a knowing smile.

"Yeah well, I can't say the same about you, mostly because I don't remember if I was even with you," I grumble as I rub my temples.

"That's probably because you kept saying someone else's name the whole time," she stands up and gets dressed.

"Really?" I freeze.

"Yeah, you kept saying 'Amalia, this is how they should treat you, this is what I want to do to you always.' I thought it was cute, I'll even admit that I am quite jealous of this girl. Who is she?" she puts her top on and stands by the door.

"Just some girl I don't have a chance with," I shake my head.

"Did you ever think that you just might have a chance if you didn't do what we did last night with a bunch of other girls?" she tilts her head curiously.

"Even if I were to stop, I still wouldn't be good enough," I grumble.

"Well, you won't know until you try. If I was her and knew how you felt about me, I would drop everything for you," she shrugs and with that, she exits the room.

'If only.'

...

Later on, the rest of the guys and I were at Noah's place. We were just lounging around, trying to figure out what it is that we wanted to do exactly.

"I just got a message from the girls, I'll see you guys on Monday," Jacob gets up and grabs his things.

"Wait! Whoah, what are they even up to, that is more interesting than us?" Leo frowns.

"Leo, anything beats us right now, we're all dead as it is," Jackson rolls his eyes.

'He had a point.'

"They're having a movie marathon at Desaray's. It's Amalia's turn to choose first," he shrugs.

"You have movie marathons with these chicks and you have yet to smash?" Leo frowns.

"Seriously, why haven't you invited us before?" he looks at him with a confused look.

"Need I remind you that you guys said before that you didn't like them," Jacob smirks and crosses his arms.

"Yeah but that was when you were spending time with them rather than us," Jackson grumbles.

"Yeah and before we realized how hot they were, especially that Farrah chick. I know she digs me," Leo smirks.

"Buzz off weirdo," Jacob throws a pillow at him.

"Please man! Ask them if we can join, I'm bored and I'm pretty sure that we don't have any more food!" Noah begs.

"Fine, get in the car. I'll drive," Jacob gives in and helps Jackson pick Leo up.

I remain seated.

"Are you coming?" Noah calls out and they all turn to me.

"Yeah," I mumble and follow behind.

"If you're worried about last night with Amalia, she's probably already forgiven you," Jacob looks at me curiously.

I perk up at this.

"Yeah, I don't see why. You were a complete ass to her, so much worse than before," Noah snorts.