BTS Imagines

Yoongi ♡ Hidden Emotions

Published: November 24, 2018
Rewritten: April 24, 2024

Word count: 1,270

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It was a quiet, uneventful weekday and you hadn't seen your beloved boyfriend, Yoongi, in two weeks. Normally, the both of you would spend time together once or twice a week, but that hadn't happened in a while, thus resulting in your decision to pay him a visit.

Your index finger pressed the doorbell button on the intercom beside the dorm entrance.
"Y/n!" Hoseok's cheery voice greeted you through the speaker.
"Hi Hobi." You greeted, waving at the camera.
The door opened some short seconds later and you were welcomed with open arms by the always cheery dancer and rapper of BTS.
"You here to see Yoongi?" He assumed.
"Yeah. Is he okay?" You pulled away from the hug. "I haven't heard from him or anything."
"Yeah. He seems fine to me."
"Ah okay. That's good. I just came to check on him and surprise him since we haven't seen each other in a while."
"Go on. He's in his studio."
"Thanks."

A brief journey down the hallway led you to the door of Yoongi's at-home studio. You gave a gentle knock to the wood before hearing a muffled, "Come in." from the other side. Twisting the doorknob, you stepped inside the small room, finding Yoongi seated at his computer desk with his chair halfway turned so he could see who was entering.

"Surprise!" You grinned, holding your hands up, shaking them in a sort of jazz hands style.
"Y/n." He smiled a little, almost forced. "What are you doing here?"
"I haven't heard from you and we haven't seen each other in a couple weeks. I figured I'd stop by and see how you're doing."
"Oh. I'm fine. I didn't realize we haven't spoken in a couple weeks. I'm sorry. I've been busy with work."
He was lying. It was so obvious something was bothering him. He didn't even seem happy to see you.
"Are you sure it's work you were busy with?" You inquired.
"Yeah. I'm pretty sure I'd remember sitting here working on music for hours on end." He huffed out a short chortle.
"Yoongi, we've been dating for over a year. I can tell when you're hiding something. What's wrong?"
He let out a light chuckle and shook his head as if whatever was bothering him wasn't worth talking about.
"What is it?" You asked in a gentle manner, taking a couple steps towards him.
His eyes met yours and you could see the misty look that was present in them.
You rushed to his side right away. "What's the matter?"
"I haven't texted you because I've been dealing with some things and doing some self-reflection. A lot has happened and I didn't wanna burden you with it because it's about...us."
Your heart sank immediately. Was he breaking up with you? Is that why he hadn't texted in so long?As much as you didn't want to overthink, your brain was already in overdrive. This all pointed to a breakup.

You swallowed. "If it's about us, don't you think you should talk to me about it?"
He nodded, waiting a few seconds before speaking. "I've been noticing couples on the streets, you and I don't look like that. We're not always lovey-dovey and you're so kind and open with me. You tell me how much you love me. Meanwhile, I have a hard time expressing myself. It's just not something I've been good at and it's been bothering me because I feel like I can't be that perfect boyfriend for you." A single tear broke free and trailed down his cheek.
A faint sense of relief washed over you.
"That's what you're so upset about?"
"Yes."
"Yoongi." You hugged him. "I love you for you. I think you're a wonderful boyfriend and if I'm being honest I like that we don't look like other couples."
"You do?" He sniffled.
"Yes. So what if we're not always lovey-dovey? Just because we don't look like what you think a generic relationship should look like doesn't make us any less of a couple. Besides, you show me how you feel through your actions. You pay for meals, you take care of me when I'm not feeling well, you listen to me when I'm upset, you do your best to spend time with me despite your busy schedule, you've even cooked for me on a few occasions. And don't think I haven't caught you staring fondly at me when you think I'm not paying attention."
The faintest hint of a smile twitched at Yoongi's lips.
"I know I do, but I want to say what I feel. There's so many things I want to say to you but I don't know how."
"Then try."

He blinked a few times to clear the leftover moisture in his eyes and gathered himself, pressing his lips together while his brain worked to formulate the right words.
"I think about you all the time. It may look like I'm uninterested in whatever is going on around me and that I'd rather be anywhere else, I'm not, I'm thinking about you and our future. I love you... so much. I love when you stick your tongue out a little when you're concentrating on something, I love when you sing or dance when you think no one is watching, even if you look silly or hit a sour note." He chuckled softly. "I love how caring you are and how you check up on me all the time. You always make sure I'm okay and make sure you tell me you love me. You're my soft spot, Y/n. You mean the world to me and I'm sorry I don't say it more often or verbalize my feelings. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I mean that."

His words were like a warm blanket that wrapped around you and filled your chest with a cozy and almost overwhelming feeling of adoration.
"Yoongi. That's the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me."
"It is?"
You nodded, overwhelmed with emotions and unable to speak. Instead you reached out to place your hand on his cheek, giving him a long and passionate kiss on the lips in an attempt to convey just how much you loved him.
His arms wrapped around your waist and you were pulled down into his office chair with him.
Yoongi's hold tightened, the kiss becoming heated as he picked up the pace. Your hands moved to his hair, collecting handfuls of the glossy, black strands and tugging on them. Your actions elicited a groan from Yoongi who tilted his head, slotting your mouths closer. The way his thumbs lovingly kneaded your waist and caressed your sides as he ravished your lips not only made your heart race, but made you feel cherished.

Yoongi pulled back, gazing at you with a lovestruck smile on his face that showed off his cute teeth and made his eyes crinkle.
"Thanks for talking to me, baby. I feel much better."
"Good." You smiled, brushing his lengthy hair behind one of his ears. "If you're ever feeling this way again, just talk to me. Okay? That's what I'm here for. This relationship is a two way street. You're there for me when I'm upset about something and you should know that I'm here for you in return."
He nodded. "I will."
"Good."
Yoongi released a long sigh, his hands still holding your waist. "Now that I got all that off my chest, would you like to hear the song I've been working on?"
"I'd love to."

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