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Fears

We were at an interview where we were in robes. Our WINGS album has been out for a little bit and we were asked about our solo songs. When Jungkook was asked what his song, Begin, was about Namjoon, Yoongi, and Hoseok look at him proud.

Once he answers it moves onto the others. Then it suddenly came to me. I look around at the guys and they are all staring at me smiling.

"Well...the song is about my fears. The biggest one that's talked about in the song is my fear of disappointing the guys. So I try my best at everything I do. I never talk about what's bothering me most the time because I don't want to seem bothersome." I answer.

"Wow. That's really deep." The MC paused for a second. "What about some other fears?"

"Uh, I talk about my claustrophobia. I compare the enclosed spaces to the pressure I sometimes feel. That it feels as if I'm trapped in a never ending stress panic like attack." I use my hands to add my affect. "Then my acrophobia, which is height. It basically is how I'm afraid to fall. That I feel if I fail what I started that I'm falling off a high building knowing I have to start over."

All the guys look at me. They didn't know entirely what the song was about. They would sometimes whisper to each other.

"How come you never told us?" Namjoon asked.

"As I've said, I don't wanna see bothersome." I reply. I then see Jin open his mouth to speak. "Don't say I wouldn't be bothersome because I will. When I start talking about my issues I'll never stop them I start annoying myself."

"How do you relieve your stress or when you feel down then? Because when I see you sad, you go to your studio and seem a little happier after awhile." Hoseok asked looking questionably at me.

"I make songs about how I feel at the time." I simply answer.

"Would you ever show us them?" Jimin inquires.

I look at him. "No. Maybe one that isn't too personal." I say shaking my head.

"Moving on." The MC says after awhile of us all taking.

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Ok I know this isn't the MV chapter but I wanted to get something out. It's gonna be hard to do the MV one because I no longer have my laptop to look at the MV and write so it's gonna be awhile cause I need to go from YouTube to here. Anyways I hope you enjoyed. Sorry if some of the things didn't make sense.

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