Who do you choose?

Blast from the past pt.2

Jinyoung, I loved him very much I tried to be his everything and support him through all of his bad decisions because that's what your suposed to do for someone "you love". 

My appa found out about me skipping school, and then he found out about my drug addiction. Think about that, 15 1/2 years old with a drug addiction, it doesn't look the best on your record or for your scholarship.

I was in treatment for three months we had the money for an intense program since my mom works all the time, luckily appa didn't tell eomma or anybody about where he was all day. I always wondered where my dad was all day because he worked a nine to five and he didn't travel like eomma. But it didn't matter he was there at the end of the day. And I trusted him and he trusted me, we were tight like that.

When I got back home I tried to find jinyoung, But he was no where to be found when I told Jackson that I had gotten home and was going to start school again he told me that at school word had gotten out that I was in the rehab center. It couldn't have been Jackson because he thought I was in American taking care of my sick grandmother so I knew it wasn't him. But I didn't know how it got out, the only person I told was  jinyou- 

That asshole, I can't believe he would do that~

I didn't want to go back to school I had no reason to, I thought about going back to drugs but it'll be useless appa would just make me go back to rehab and that was torture. I just wanted to know why he would tell people something so sacred to me? Did he really up hate me that much?

I was dreading going back to school, it would ruin me but while I was recovering at home the entire time Jackson was there by my side taking care of me making sure I didn't go back to old habits, or that I didn't have anymore breakdowns. He was what I like to call my little angel.

Jackson said that he would drive me to school on the first day so that I wouldn't be alone. When I got into the school everyone's eyes were immediately on me. I heard whispers but I was numb, nothing could hurt me anymore. After the beatings and betrayal from Jinyoung I don't think I could ever feel a pain stronger than that. I went through the entire day ignoring what everyone had to say, I enjoyed every period with Jackson and didn't give a fuck about anything else. 

I got to the canteen and any eyes that weren't on me before were definitately on me now... I had to admit that I was a bit intimidated it was way more people. Then I felt a hand on mine and looked up and it was no other than my beautiful angel looking down at me.

He took my hand and sat me at the table the whole group sat at.

"Jackson,I don't want to sit here what if they say something."

"Trust me, no ones going bother you I already warned them."

"Thank you." I whispered and pecked him on the cheek.

"Heeeeyyy, your back." Yugeyom said.

"Hey, yugeeee."

"I missed you."