In which 17 year old Kim Lanii falls in love with two different guys. One who is fun outgoing and loving but is immature and she isn't sure if he is ready for love.
And the other who is serious, dark, and misunderstood.
All of these problems and...
After I saw Jinyoung, I left. I was to scared to stay there, too scared that he would approach me again too scared that he would make a scene so I left.
I felt bad once I got home not thinking about how my actions could have affected me overall. I thought about Tae and how he probably felt so sad about me not getting to see him perform, I thought about the entire bts. I was supposed to be theyre friend, I was supposed to stick with them no matter what and I let them down.
I ended up going to sleep after crying for what seemed like ages because all that I could think about was jinyoung, why was he back? What did he want? Why?
Sunday came and I woke up to someone pounding on the door, since the maid was gone it was just me and I was terrified. What if it was Jinyoung who wanted to take out his anger on me again? What if it was Jackson who wanted to get revenge on me for using him? What if it was Tae or suga or any other bts member angry at me for not staying at the show?
So many thoughts ran through my head as the banging got louder I finally decided to grow some balls and go to the door, not without my lucky baseball bat though.
I got downstairs and looked through the peephole and I was so relieved when I saw him smiling (for once) on the other side.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"Are you going to open up? Ive been standing here for ten fucking minutes princess."
"Sorry, I was scared." I said opening the door slowly.
"Scared? of what? By the way Tae isn't the happiest right now." He said with a Sad face.
"Yeah, I know I'm literally terrified to go back to school because of that." I said looking down with a sad face.
"Why, tell me what happened." He said gesturing me to sit down next to him on the couch.
"I saw someone who I didn't want to see, and scared of repeating problems from the past I left to avoid any altercations." I said looking up at him while he slowly nodded.
"So why don't you just tell Tae that? He said he's been calling you and texting you all day and night. He's not mad he just wants to know why. He thought you left with thi-this guy." He said gulping and looking down.
"What guy." I said grabbing him by his chin to make him look up at me.
"I don't know, tae said he was on his way to talk to you when he seen this guy touching your cheek and whispering in you ear. He was upset at first but then shook it off until he saw that you weren't there, he stopped singing and left the stage." He said looking worried.
"He did what, ho-how could he do that. He waited all week to perform and didn't even do it." I said in disbelief.
" He didn't care about performing in front of everyone he cared about performing in front of you, you're all that mattered to him." He said scooting closer to me, letting me lay my head on his shoulder.
"I-I'm so sorry, i didn't know that he wouldn't perform I was just scared o-of ji-jinyoung. I'm s-so sorry." I said finally crying into his shoulder.
"Wait, jinyoung? as in Got7 junior?." He said scorching away from me a little bit.
"Ye- wait Got7?."
"Yeah, he has a reputation wh-why would you ever mess with h-him?" He said looking at me with an disgusted face.
"It's a long story." I said wanting to forget about the entire situation.
"I have time princess, c'mere." He said patting his lap for me to sit on.
"It all started freshmen year...." I said scooching closer to him while putting my head on his chest while he held me.
I told him the entire story and looked up at him when I told him the worst parts but never did he show a face of disgust, never did he show me he wasn't interested, he just listened and nodded occasionally to let me know that he was still there.
At that moment I knew yoogi wasn't a public person, he liked it better when it was just us. He talked with me, laughed with me, he showed me that he isn't what everyone thinks he is. He showed me that he could love.
But Im still confused, he came over to talk about taehyung and how he felt but to be honest I think that he felt the same way, and was actually upset too, or maybe taehyung never did that but yoongi did and was just to shy to tell me?
We talked for a while, ate dinner, and then sat on the couch. I looked over and noticed yoongi was dead asleep so I decided just to let him stay the night because there was no reason he couldn't plus I didn't want to be lonely, I didn't want to think about anything I just, wanted him to make me forget. I don't care what he did I needed him badly.
"Yoongi, wake up."
"Nhghn."
"Yoongi."
"....."
"Daddy, please." I said caressing the side of his face.
"Yes, princess." He said immediately opening his eyes and straightening up.
"Do you want to stay here daddy?" I had to admit it had been a while since I called anybody that, since jinyoung it was a foreign word but with yoongi it just felt right.
"Sure, I'll take the couch." He said getting comfortable.
"Nooo, you have to sleep with me I don't want to sleep by myself." I said pouting knowing he couldn't resist.
"Fine babygirl, only if I get to cuddle you." He said giving me little pecks all around my face.
"C'mon daddy it's time for bed." I said giggling, running up the stairs leaving him there.
"Daddy's coming baby."
And trust me it wasn't the only time that he came that night.
