Who do you choose?

Monday

   I was honestly dreading going back to school, I don't think I could face Taehyung. Shit, I don't think I could face anyone. 

Lisa has been calling me and texting me and I haven't answered because I still haven't found a way to tell everyone what's going on with me. I don't know if I am even close enough with them to let them know what I have done. To let them know the real me.

  What if they never want to see me again? What if they don't like me? What if they think I'm a whore? What if everything from my past repeats?

Yoongi slept over after we went about four rounds. I honestly didn't know how much more I could take, but yoongi made me feel that way. He made me feel strong when I was weak, he made me feel like me but, super me. After finally waking up after what seemed like years of sleep I realized yoongi and I were going to be late if we didn't get motivated now, and I knew it took a lot to wake him up so I had to get started. It was time for school and he was still laying in my bed.

"Yoongi oppa, it's time to get up we need to shower and get ready for school." I said while shaking him.

"Huh...." he said while grunting and turning away from me.

"Daddy, we need to get up. If we don't shower now we'll be dirty and late."I said getting slightly annoyed.

"...." 

"Fine I'll shower by myself I don't need you anyways." I said pouting and angry.

As I got into the shower and felt the hot water hitting my back relaxing my tense muscles and my sore areas.

I suddenly felt a pair of hands wrap around my waist and panicked..

"Ahhhghhhh."

"Shhh...baby calm down it's only me." He said turning me towards him.

"Daddy, you scared me. I thought somebody snuck in."

"Now why would I let them do that? and risk letting them see my babygirl? I think not." He said peppering my face with kisses.

"C'mon oppa, hurry or we'll be late." I said while grabbing the shampoo and putting it in his hair.

~Time skip~

After we had breakfast I had to drop Yoongi off at his house,so he could get some clothes. He told me he'll just take his car to school because he has baskettball practice and doesn't want to make me wait, or have somebody else pick him up when he could just take his own car. 

I got to the school and was terrified, it was already first period and I had third period with Taehyung I didn't know if I was ready to face him just yet. 

It was now third period, I was ten minutes late, but I had a pass from the nurse so I was in the clear. I dreaded going inside maybe I could just go back to the nurse and tell her that o didn't feel good again.

You made your bed now you have to lay in it~ 

Fuck, here goes nothing.

I opened the door and immediately all eyes were on me, it was as if they all knew I was scared to face Taehyung, as if they were mocking me, as of Time was in slow motion. I couldn't take it anymore so I quickly walked/ran my way back to my seat between the two boys.

Once I sat down I realized taehyung hadn't looked at me and I honestly couldn't blame him. How could he? 

It was at that moment I realize I've never spoken to the other guy next to me, led along even looked at his face. 

Taehyung, yoongi, or some other Bts member has always had my attention no doubt, so I didn't even bother at looking at other males.

Until the ones you wanted to look at you went blind~

So I turned to the other guy maybe I'll make a new friend. He was a blonde, and I couldn't really see his face because he was looking down at his paper doing what seems like the work we doing. Since I came in late I thought maybe he could help me with this problem, or get my mind off of taehyung.

"Hi, look I know we've never talked or even so much as looked at each other but I just wanted to know do you get this question?." I said batting my eyelashes trying to seem as innocent as possible knowing I was far from it.

"I was wondering when you would notice I was here."

"........" I couldn't believe it, it had been so long since I seen his face he's grown so much. H-he's a man now.

"Yeah, Long time no see."

"J-

"Nice to see you too princess."

"I-, h-how have you been. Ive missed you."I slowly admit looking down.

"Yeah, I've missed you too. I don't know why though after what you did to me and then left with no explanation."

"I can explain, I have time now." 

"Good because I deserve a damn good explanation but, you know I still love you right Talanii."

"You always have Jackson, how could I forget."

A/n sorry it took so long to update I just don't think anyone really cares or reads this book so I might not even continue it, I just don't have the motivation to. Sorry for any spelling errors I didn't proof read.