Why Won't You Love Me ✦ Lashton [✓]

part 13-so why won't you love me

luke
ashton
calum

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"calum what the fuck?" ashton asks, calm for once.

"i'm sorry." calum says.

"hey he treats me with love ashton! he gives me attention and he cares for me well you are out getting drunk and ignoring me!"

"because luke!"

"why ashton!"

"so why won't you love me!"

"..."

"that's what i—."

"because luke i cant i just fucking can't! i can't commit and no i haven't cheated. every night i cry and i cry because i don't want to fucking hurt you! i don't want to say i love you when i have trouble committing i drink to forget that feeling of guilt because you're an amazing person i just can't commit.."

ashton broke down crying on the floor, sobbing every inch of guilt out.

"why are you even with me then."

"because luke i will commit"

"i'm so sorry.."

"it'll be okay ashton.

"just give me a little more time please and if it doesn't work out you can go with calum." he giggles.

calum and i smile and so does ashton, and after this incident i felt a little better, and not so sad.

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this chapter had a whole different ending but i decided to make the story 2 chapters longer. also the chapter names won't go with the song anymore.