T W I N K | | yoonmin {COMPLETED}

I don't have the ability to name chapters

It hurt to write the last chapter. Like, I know it ended in a good spot and I'm so happy with the way the book turned out (sort of), but it hurt to write it. I finished writing this book in mid June and it was hard to let go of these characters at roughly six months of them living in my head and me making up these scenarios that were really cute or angsty or whatever. And no one except authors really understand this I don't think. Like you legitimately have these characters living in your head. You have their houses and the restaurants and the school and the shops all set up in your mind and a whole bunch of little characters running around in this place and you write their story out for them and share it with the world or no one or any where in between. Sometimes, you want to leave an extremely vivid picture of the mental city in your head for your readers but you can't because that would use the entire 500 word limit you put yourself at and the book would be 100 chapters long. And I've tried explaining this to people, but no one fully understands, they just think, "This bitch needs to be sent to a mental hospital. She has people living in her brain." Anyways, yeah, it was and is hard to let this go. So fucking hard. And I told you guys about how far this got and myexpectations, but even if it didn't go as far as I originally thought, it still has done wonderful. We are currently (as I'm writing this) at 808 reads. Like, I have some of the best readers, even if there is only five or less. But I don't care, as long as someone read this, I'm happy. Shit, this is getting long, let me wrap it up. All I ask is this: take care of my characters when you read their story. Take care of any character.
BTW, I think I have an inability to cry. I have had the urge so many times in the past day and I just can't seem to cry.
Love you guys, take care. 💚💚😭