aya;
this was getting so lonely. i told myself that moving far away would be the best way to prove my independence and the escapism i need to myself, the best way to find myself. i've been ready for years to get away, but now i'm away and it's difficult.
college was where i felt humanity without getting involved with it. i was quiet, mute, not much of a speaker. i didn't need to speak when i had no one. but i didn't want any one
