aya;;
i got pushed again. achieving my goal of becoming completely invisible.
but i'd never seen this boy before, he was tall, very tall compared to me, a giant even. he seemed adrift but cautious and very taken back when i looked back to see how this person was. his blond hair was curling around his head and face and scruff framed his lower face. i could notice a lot on a person when i wanted to, like how a retired piercing scar placed itself on the bottom left side of his mouth.
he was a different type of handsome. i would allow him to keep me company in this lonely darkness i've placed myself in.
no. you are to disappear, disappear completely. how to disappear completely. dont let anyone in. you're doing so good. you're almost there. don't ruin it now.
