as always, my mind is wondering at how she is. at home, my brothers have picked up on my distractions, the songs i've been writing and i've resided to my guitars to make those songs a reality. i caught jack listening at my door this morning before leaving to work, i acted oblivious but reacted to the oblivion i ceased to acknowledge about how much aya was taking over my mind.
when i get into school, i don't find ashton, calum or michael. so i just continue to my first lesson and plan to just wait outside it until it starts. on my way there, the halls are busy, everyone scurrying to their first lesson. i just see the tops of head all barging past each other, i manage to get past almost everyone without any accidents but as my mind wanders elsewhere, a tiny shoulder pushes hard into my upper arm. i compose myself and look back to see how i almost knocked over.
it was her.
she looked back and we made eye contact. effortlessly, she flutters her eyes back to her direction and adjusts her bag on her shoulder. today, the scent of alcohol i almost disgusting.
