Smile (Gay one shots)

Gamer Boys

"J-Jackson I swear to f-fucking god I will reach through the screen and rip your fucking h-hand off." He laughed Nate had always had a stutter. But we were used to it.

"Stop flirting, Nate." Robin retorted.

"I don't like guys, Nate. I'm sorry."

"I w-wasn't flirting!" He yelled.

"But y-"

"No."

"Bu-"

"St-stop."

"Nate shut the fuck up."

"Ok."

Dead silence.

Nobody said anything. Even Robin was silent. And he wasn't the kind to ever stop talking.

"You know just c-cause I'm g-"

"We don't care."

"Thanks, Robin."

"You're welcome."

I chuckled quietly. Nate was pretty cute for a guy. I don't like him like that though... but. I've dreamt about him before. Sexually. That doesn't make me gay though. It doesn't mean anything.

"Can I finish what I was s-saying though?" Nate sighed, as I was timingly shot down by a distant sniper.

"God fucking damn it. I hate this fucking game." I frowned. "Oh. Sorry Nate. Say what you wanted."

"Don't."

"You guys have k-kinda been t-treating me like shit. Since I came out... Things have j-just been different."

"We're brothers. It's our job to annoy the shit out of eachother." Robin laughed.

"I try not to say anything offensive. Sorry though."

"It's okay Jackson. You haven't d-done much wrong. Robin is becoming a problem though."

"Oh my god shut up. Fucking cry baby. Get over it." Robin chuckled. He sighed and turned his mic off for a moment. "My mom wants me downstairs. Bye." He grumbled before logging off.

I sighed. We played in silence for a while. "I'm really sorry though, Nate. I don't mean to be offensive. But... I kinda just... don't realize it."

"It's fine." He said shakily.

"Are you crying?"

"Y-yeah. I know. I'm weak. I need to g-get over it."

"You're not weak. He's your brother. And the thought that he treats you like that, is kinda fucked up. I'd probably be fucked up too."

"No, you wouldn't be. Cause you're s-strong."

"No. I would be. And I know it. I'm the weakest guy I know. I cry over shit that shouldn't even matter. Things that people would just brush off and think, 'okay that's normal'." I sighed, forcing a smile though I knew he couldn't see me.

"I know how t-that feels."

"You wanna come over bro?"

"S-sure. I guess."

"Probably around six. I'll see you then mate."

"Okay. See you then." He sighed, logging off.

I stayed online until he got there, still playing CS:GO. I heard a knock downstairs and logged off. I ran downstairs and opened the door. My parents weren't home, so we could do whatever the hell we wanted.

He blushed and walked passed me. "What's up with you?" I chuckled.

"G-guy problem." He sighed. I laughed quietly.