"Do you regret it?"
I know this is wrong.
Every part of my conscience is telling me not to, but my heart tells me otherwise. My sane kept me from falling, but our love pushed me from behind. It's just too hard to pretend that nothing ever happened, when the chemistry is already creating fogs, blinding me.
You started a fire inside of me, a conflagrant one. We both know from the start that there's no way to put it out, so we left it there, it laid inside of me and now I just can't cage it anymore. I swear I've tried keeping it in, to ignore the pain that it caused, to shrug off the scars it left. But it hurts so much that I came to you, in hopes for some water, instead we played fire with fire, and created an inevitable mistake.
The worst part about loving you is not the heartthrobs, rumors.
The worst part is knowing the limits, yet am still willing to cross them for you.
I knew my place and you knew yours, still, we chose to walk down the road together, even though we know that it'll lead us nowhere, we gave ourselves in because of love. We fell into an abyss with no way out, we stray inside the depths of it and settled down, calling it home. It was our only haven, regardless of its thrones and darkness.
But we know, we know one day we will have to climb back up to the surface, the scorching sun engraving marks onto us. We will forever be unfinished business. I know I loved you, and you loved me, but it wasn't this simple. It's like calculating a math equation, every step was precisely done, only to find out it was wrong.
Yet if loving you is wrong, I don't want to be right.
...Do I regret it?
My answer's the same all along.
"...No."
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I'm back!!! My exams are officially over and I can focus myself back on here. It was torture, really. Anyway I gotta apologise for such a short paragraph, my mind isn't fully functioning yet. Yesterday (15.6.18)was the 2 month anniversary of CN! Again I gotta thank you all for this, if you guys have any ideas or things that you'd like me to write about, be sure to dm me Or if you just wanted someone to talk to, I'm free too. Bye for now.
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