Love Isn't Easy, But It's Worth It.

Are We Forever, Or Over?

Jennifer had just found out that Lana was pregnant, she didn't know what to say, she just kept ahold of Lana's hands and didn't let them go, she tried to process everything that she'd been told just then, without making Lana anymore upset than she already was. When Jennifer opened her mouth to speak, she found no words coming out, she gulped and looked at Lana. "I'm happy for you.. I support your decision on it as well baby." She said with confidence before letting go of Lana's hands. She softly kissed Lana's cheek before softly smiling, "I have to go though, baby. I'll see you later, okay?" She said as she rubbed Lana's cheek. Lana nodded understandably. "Of course baby, I love you. See you soon." She smiled brightly before kissing Jennifer on the lips, then going to lay down on her bed, she relaxed on it and thought about what she might do about the baby. After Jennifer left, she sat up and rubbed her face. "Should I keep it? Give it up? Or abort it?" She asked herself as tears filled her eyes thinking about the day she'd gotten pregnant.. that was it, her decision was definitely made. She was aborting it, she wouldn't be able to handle each and every thought about Fred throughout the pregnancy.

The next few days were the hardest for Lana, in fact, she'd had to set up an appointment with her doctor to schedule an abortion time. At nights, she spent her times crying because of the thoughts that coursed through her mind. When the day came that she was to meet her doctor in order to abort the baby, she'd gotten ready in the morning like any normal person would, she then walked out of her house and got into her car. She'd grabbed her phone and sent a text to Jen saying; "Going to the doctors, this is the last time you'll see me upset about being pregnant, because I won't be after this. I love you, ok? I'll be over afterward, we can go out on a date then." She sent it as she started her car and started to drive to the doctor's office. As soon as she'd gotten to the doctor's office, she took small and light breaths through her tears, she was a bit early which was usual for her at times. She dried her tears and got out of the car, something was telling her that she shouldn't be doing this.. it was wrong, due to the baby, which didn't even plan to be here, it wasn't the baby's fault, it was Fred's fault.. the bastard. She walked into the doctor's office and checked in, then she waited to be called in, as she did so, she took small measly breaths as she tried to hold back the tears from breaking loose around anybody here.

When she heard her name being called, she stood up and took one huge deep breath in, as she walked to the door to go back to the doctor's office, as she was about to step past the threshhold to go back, she heard Jennifer's voice behind her screaming her name. When she turned around she saw Jennifer standing there in the middle of the doctor's office waiting room, her heart sunk at the sight of her girlfriend practically crying, her eyes became blurry from the tears in her eyes now beginning to fall, she felt Jennifer's arms wrap around her immediately which made her gasp softly. "Jennifer.. what're you doing here?" She asked as she lightly bit her lip to stop crying so she could see Jennifer clearly. Jennifer immediately grasped Lana in a tight embrace before pulling back slightly to look at Lana, tears streamed down her face, she'd read Lana's text mere minutes ago and made it to the doctor's office in record time, she couldn't let Lana go through with this.. it wasn't right for her to do and she knew Lana thought that as well, but she also knew how hurt Lana was as well.

"I came here to stop you from aborting the baby, Lana. Don't abort the little prince or princess, it deserves a mother like you, no matter who it's father is, it deserves you." She said before rubbing Lana's cheek, to which Lana pulled from and immediately released Jennifer from her embrace. "You said a few days ago that you respected my decision, Jennifer. This is my decision.. are you not respecting it?!" She asked, she got mad and upset, she was right, Jennifer did say that she'd respect Lana's decision no matter what it would be. Jennifer looked at Lana dumbfounded for a few seconds. "Lana Maria Parrilla, I do respect your decision, but are you serious you want an abortion?! That baby's there for a reason Lana, it will love you unconditionally, it will stick with you against Fred, I don't think a baby's going to love it's father who's hurt it's mother. Don't do it, Lana, just don't! It's a terrible decision." She said before letting more tears fall down her cheeks. Lana sighed and crossed her arms, "It's my decision, Jennifer. I can do as I please." She yelled immediately before rolling her eyes, but then, before she knew it, Jennifer grabbed her and kissed her, mainly in order to make her shut up.. but also to make her change her decision drastically. Lana wasn't truly thinking in the right state of mind, all she thought about was that day.. the day Fred raped her.. that's why she didn't want the baby, she didn't want to be remembered of him.

Lana instinctively wrapped her arms around Jennifer's neck and held onto her, her tears started falling one-by-one down her cheeks as she whimpered against Jennifer's lips. Once the kiss broke, the two pulled a little further apart, Jennifer's tears hadn't stopped, nor had Lana's. Lana frowned, her mind had changed.. she couldn't abort this baby, Jennifer was right. It wasn't the baby's fault, nor Lana's and she shouldn't let the baby fall to the consequences of an abortion, nor should Lana because in all honesty.. Lana fell in love with the feeling of being pregnant, she couldn't give that up. Jennifer was fucking right. All the blame should be put on Fred.. which was all the more reason why Lana should have the baby.. only to keep it from the bastard who'd hurt and scarred her for life, leaving her with a baby, of which she knew he wouldn't want. Jennifer rubbed Lana's back and softly played with her short raven locks as she kissed Lana's nose. "I'll always support your decision, as long as it doesn't include this.. don't do this again, okay? I know you're doing this because of the bastard and I can understand that, but you do deserve that baby as well as it deserves you, baby. Just calm down, keep your mind on the baby only and I'll help you through it, alright?" She said with a small smile, cupping Lana's cheeks and kissing her lips as simply as possible. "I love you." She said as she moved one hand down to grab Lana's, then she looked at Lana and kissed Lana's chin. "Lets go home, lets get you some ice cream and watch a movie together so you can calm down, is that okay?" Lana nodded with a soft smile giving Jennifer a soft kiss to her nose as she tightened her grip on her hand. "Lets go, baby." She smiled before pulling Jennifer out of the doctor's office, she knew Jennifer had to have walked, she couldn't have drove with tears in her eyes. As Lana walked to her car, she opened the door for Jennifer and smiled, lightly letting go of Jennifer's hand as she was lowering herself into the car, then she shut the door and walked around to her side, getting in, she started the car and drove home.

Once they got back to Lana's house, they both walked into the house, hands interlocked as they went to the kitchen, they got themselves a bowl of ice cream to share and picked out a movie from Lana's movie shelfcase, then they sat down on the couch and prepared to watch the movie. For the rest of the time, they'd spent time together laughing, eating ice cream and being cute with each other, halfway during the movie, they'd made popcorn to enjoy it together, but ended up having a huge popcorn love fight which turned into a huge make-out session, it didn't lead to anything any further than that.. yet, at least.. they weren't exactly 'ready' for each other just yet, they were still learning about each other, fully and completely, they both respected each other's decisions. They didn't want to wait too much longer for each other, they knew their time was coming soon, very, very soon. And until next time, to be continued...