Torn: The Decision |J•D|

07

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He smiles, moving to cup my face.
"There're  just some things I need you here to say"
"Like what?"

Pads of his thumbs brush over my dewy cheeks. "Like, how much I've missed this shade of red you turn when you're nervous." He moves his hand over my lips to pinch my bottom lip. "Or how much I really missed these.-" he pauses to lock eyes.
"-Can I kiss you?"

"We should stop before we do something we regret" I warn poorly. Unable to look him in the eye.

"Do you want to kiss me?"

Of course I want to kiss you. So please.. stop because I won't. My self control is shit, especially when he's looking at me like that. Big unintentional puppy dog  eyes with a single curl, taunting from above his brow.  Johnny wet his lips, asking the follow up question.
"Do you want to kiss me?" Uncertain with a hint of desperation in his voice, his vulnerable tone makes my heart plummet
"Yes"

His chest deflates as relief washes over his face. Fingers slowly lace through my hair, grabbing a gentle hold of the nape of my neck. One step forward, pressing his chest against mine. Johnny only averts his gaze to study a minuet detail on my face. With his other hand placed delicately on my jaw and ear, holding me still. Taking as long as he wants with this embrace, gaze glimmering and full of adoration. "Johnny" My chest tightens as I watch my lips steal his attention. Slowly moving closer to them, wanting them, hypnotized by them. "Yes honey bee" He says, never looking away from my lips. "What are you doing?"

Johnny gently tugs me closer. "Losing self control, stop me if you don't want this, stop me right now..." He swallows dryly, leaving an inch between our lips. "Because there's no fucking way I can stop myself." I jolt forward, smashing my lips onto his. Johnny wraps my body into an immediate embrace, squeezing my body close to his. Hands savagely roaming one another, egar to grope, caress, fondle every inch. Johnny backs me against the tree, scooping me up to straddle his body.

I break the kiss, taking in a sharp breath. "Wait, what if someone sees?" Johnny smiles, sliding my panties to the side. "I think I'm the only one watching-" His knuckle glides up my wetness, sending a quiver to my stomach. Smiling as he watches my face crumble at his touch.

"- and I'm gonna watch this face all night"

Johnny rubs his open hand against my throbbing entrance, circling, teasing, wilting me into nothing. The wet sounds growing louder as I coat his fingers. "Oh Johnny" I moan as my head drops back to rest against the tree. "How does this feel?" I lift my head, locking our eyes to pant out my response. "amazing" Johnny slips his finger barely inside me, curling against the supple skin causing my jaw to drop. "And this?" Staring at me knowingly, waiting to hear what he already knows. I try to speak but my mouth isn't moving, I can only manage sounds. Johnny mocks my frozen expression, softly laughing to himself. The light hearted teasing simply adds to the trance he and his hypnotic fingers have me in. How can someone be so adorable and reckoning at the same time?

Beads of arousal roll down my ass, wetting the back of my panties. "Look at you, still so pretty-" His finger slides deeper as he lengthens each stroke. "-prettier than I remember." I squeeze around his fingers, urging for more. I love how brown his eyes are. Staring into them.. It's like my chest fills with warmth. "You're making it hard to breathe-" he admits. Ha! I could say the same about you. "-you've gotton so wet, and I feel you clamping onto my fingers. Do you want more?" I nod, dissatisfying Johnny. He abruptly removes his fingers, smearing his soaked palm over my pussy, massaging my juices into the folds. "Talk to me Bee, do you want more?"

"Yes, I want you."

Johnny hooks my legs around his waist and carries me across the lawn. Warm moist lips pecking at my chest and neck as he stumbles to the darker area. We stop, settling behind some bushes.

I lay back, watching as Johnny positions between my legs, rolling a condom on. I kick my heels off allowing my painted toes to dig the earth - the grass around is damp rather than wet and the fall leaves still have a crunch to them. Johnny moves close, placing the tip at my entrance. "Look at me Bee" He gently turns my face to his. "I want you to see want you do to me" As he slides into me, Johnny shuts his eyes releasing a brief but confident moan. Stroking further, his brow begins to tense. His moans get longer, dragging with each stroke of his cock.

As Johnny thrusts inward all I see is his face, the leaves above and the sky almost midnight blue, the moon a milky crescent. Our breaths rise in visible puffs and though there is a soft wind we are warm with one another. We're too old for outdoor sex; it really should be all silk sheets and petals, but I don't care and neither does he. Tomorrow this memory will be what gets us through our days, It'll be the reason behind our grins. As his pace gets faster a layer of wetness forms around Johnny's pelvic area, filling the area with skin slapping sounds.

Hair covering his face, Johnny lets out a groan- igniting something in me. I roughly grab the back of his neck, forcing our eye contact "More johhny, I want to feel you tomorrow" He grab ahold of my hips, drilling into me like the energizer bunny. Tits falling out of my dress, I don't care to fix it. This man is hit all the right spots and that's all that matters right now. The orgasm washes over me causing black spots to dance across my line of vision. My mouth parts in a silent cry as I shudder, thighs trembling as the walls of my cunt squeeze down around his cock. Johnny continues to thrust into me, and all I can do is whimper and gasp as I cum. Wetness soaking his cock and driving Johnny towards his own orgasm. "Ahh fuck!"

Johnny collapses next to me, weakly running his thumb over my hip. "I'm always going to miss that" his says, breathless and but truthful. "What if, you don't need to?" I question. Johnny sits up to look at me. "What do you mean?" I sit up holding my hand out. "give me your phone" He fishes in his pocket and hands it over. I take a moment to install my number before handing it back. "There, now we can keep in touch"

Johnny smirks, taking his phone back. "Keep in touch?"

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Guys I did it! finally!!!

I don't know why this was such a hard chapter to write.

1.Predictions?

2. Will they try dating? Long Distance?

3.Johnny is...

4. How will Melissa include johnny into her life back home? Can she handle anything serious right now?