Attaching Hurts

We won't be dating

   Sabrina's P.O.V:

     He kept starring at me for a moment, quit, I wonder what is he thinking of! Maybe he needs time to swallow my words.

    I don't dare face him but I sometimes raise my head at I meet his gaze for a second, he's so perfect, so georgous, so handsome, I can understand why all girls want him... I mean look at him!

   He can be yours Sabrina!!

   Oh my god No! he may be handsome, but he's a heart braker, I can't such a guy. I made wince when this thought crossed my mind.

  I raised my head to face him again, he was frowning, I'm sick and tired of this silence, what is he thinking of? I want to know!!

 Sudenly, he removed his which were on my shoulders, stood up and walked few stapes with clenched fists, then he turned to face me who was sitting on the ground.

  I don't know why but I have a bad feeling...

-" Is it funny?" he finally said with anger and disgust,

 -" What? I don't get it, what do you mean?" I answered confused,

 -" Do you enjoy yourself making fun of me and seeing me like that... like a stupid broken lover!!" he said the last sentence with a raised tone which made me stand up and take a step back, " why are you stepping back, are you scared of me Sabrina?" he said with dark eyes full of anger.

 I can't face him, he's too scary, why is he acting like that? Is it..?

 In a burst of courage, I raised my head and faced him,

  -" You don't believe me, right?" I said with a calm voice,

 -" Of course I don't, you are so different of her, she was always smiling, she was full of life, she makes you feel like life is worth living, she was so beautiful, she..." he said all of that dreamily, then he looked at me with his angry eyes, I staped back again " and she wasn't scared of me!",

 Wow, he said I was beautiful, I felt my cheeks blushing and i had a small smile, but that wasn't for a long time cause, back to reality, he doesn't believe me, and he is very angry, who knows what he can do now, the senarios that happende in my head scared me for real!

  -" Look at my hand Alex" I said taking off my glove "doesn't she have a little circle in the hand the girl you like?", he looked at my hand and then he faced at me again witing for explanations, so I continued " it's true that I am not always smiling, but that's because I'm s hurt inside, I lost my mom fe months ago, it's really hard for me, I'm trying my best not to show it, but it's hard" I said with a broken voice, I never confeced that to anyone but he deseves to know the truth after all so I continued "I'm not scared of you Alex, I just had nightmares recently and I didn't know it was you that day and thanks for meaning that I'm ugly!!" I said the last sentence with a laugh, he smiled too and stared walking toward me, I don't know why but I closed my eyes, he huged me and I felt an icy thing around my neck, it's my necklace!

 -" So, do you believe me?" I asked hisitating,

 -" Yeah" he said with a big smile that my heart melt " I believe you, I finally found you!" he wishpered in my ear, I shivered. he huged me tightly, I felt safe in his large and strong arms.

 But... again back to reality, he, now, knows the truth but he still is a playboy and I won't date him!

 I pushed him away from me, he looked at me with a confused expression,

 -" Let's be clear, we won't date!" I said it just like that, like it's normal. He opened his mouth but that turned that to a smirk, he came closer to me and put one hand on my hip and grapped my chin with the other,

 -" Are saying that you can resist to what you're having in front of you?" what player, who the hell he think he is, I leaned to kiss me.

  At that moment, I felt like there was a third intarnational war in my head, a part i saying yes why not and the other is saying don't he'll only break you.

 I ended by pushing him away from me, " Yeah, that's what I'm saying so stay away from me Alex!" I was angry and so was he, I think that I may be  the first girl who rejected him, he clenched his fists and started walking,

  -" Wait, where are you going?",

  -" Back home!",

  -" Wait for me" I followed him, we arrived to the car without any sound, he opened the doors, we jumped in...

  We've been on the roed for an hour now, no one said a word, I was looknig by the window and he was focused on the road. 

  He pulled over in a gas station,

 -" Can you pay for the gas, I didn't bring money with me" he said scraching his neck with his left had showin a tattoo, this move made me melt, he seemed embarrassed, that's so cute! I stayed like that sterring at him when he broke my reveries

 -" So.."

 -" Yeah...... of course" I said giving him the money he needed,

***

  We were back on the roed when he pulled over again,

 -" Why you don't want to date me?" he said that looking in my eyes, I didn't expect this question, I don' know how to say it..

  Just say it Sabrina!!

 -" It's because you're a playboy and a badboy, I can't date a guy who's playing with girls like dolls" I couldn't help it but said that with disgust, I was rude i think, but it's the truth!

 He's fae turned from confused to angry,

 -" Get out of the car" he said facing the roed with his hand on the steering wheel, hand with white phalanx, means that he is holding it very tight,

 -" Excuse me?"

 -" GET.OUT" he yelled, I jumped in fear and did what he asked me,

 He started driving leaving me alone in the middle of nowhere.

  LOVE#Dalifanny#