Hey, I'm Sabrina, Sabrina Petton.
I live with my dad,he's super nice, he wasn't always like that, since I remember, he never gave attention, he managed one of the biggest company of Los Angles, he was always busy with his work, yeah.... at that...
It's been three days since the episode of the nightclub. Three days that I didn't get out of my room, I won't go to school today, I don't want to see people judging me, yeah, because all the lycee is aware of what happend: Sabrina's father and Amber's mother are dating!!
I ran away that night, when I understood what was happening all I wanted was to got as far as possible from that world so I just got out of the club with tears falling again. I can say that it was one of the worst days of my life, the second worst day of my life, mom's day death is the first one; the night of the club was worst than the day when my dad told me that we'll leave town, leave my friends, everything that is attached to my mother dearest and my old life.
So what now??
I spent the week-end lying in my bed wanting to avoid everybody, I didn't even answer my phone which didn't stop vibrating. I bet that Sarah, Clay, Katy, Zack and Mark are worried. I'm sure that Alex is the one who told them everything, if it isn't him than they must have heard about it in school...
I decided to read my messages,
From Sarah bestie:
MSG1: Hey, I heard about what happend, is it true??
MSG2: Oh Sabrina, I'm so sorry, Tina told us everything, are you ok?? Please answer!!
MSG3: I came to see you at home but your father said that you won't receive anybody:(
MSG4: Sabrina, answer me are you alright?? I bet not..
MSG5: I understand that you want to be alone, but know that if you want to alk I'll come to see you at 2a.m if it is necessary.
She's so sweet, I'm happy that she's my friend, what did I do to deserve her??
And what did I do to deserve to have someone like Alex in my life??
When I got out from that bloody club, I jumped in my car I was about to go but a body stood in front of my car, it was a drunk Alex.
*Flash back:
Alex stood in front of my car, I honked so he'll move but he didn't, I was so piised off at that moment and also sad, despaired and broke, the two men that I love the most were the cause of all of that, one of'em was in front of me, I'm gonna make him regret the day when we met.
I got out of the car, i stood before him and said:
-" I hate you Alex, you and my father, I hate you both" I was crying and hitting him chest with all my strengh, he let me do so for few minutes but then he closed his arms around me and hugged me, at the begging I was thrashing so he'll let me go but he didn't he hugged me tighter. I slowly calmed down and I was sobbing, even if he smells like alcohol his embrace makes me feel safe, for a moment I forget all of my anger, I felt so safe and the butterflies in my stomach woke up, he leaned his head toward me and wishpered in my ear,
-" I know Love, believe me I'm so sorry, please don't be in this state because of me, I don't deserve your tears".
Wow, where did the badboy go??!
UGH shup up!
THen, like the dumb he is, he slept on me, what an idiot!!
An adorable and sweet idiot, look at him he's so cute when he sleeps, who would believe that this lovely person hurts you!!
Yeah, I know.
I drove him back to his house, nobody was there so I put him in his bed, left a message and went back home.
*End of the flash back.
I sighed and answered to my bestie then I saw my other messages, they were random worried messages, my friends are great, the funniest one was Zack's, he said " hey, I heard that you have a new step sister, congrats! ;)"
Zack is really cool, I find him coolest than Clay no metter how much I like him, as a friend, don't misunderstand... Sarah would kill me, I can't do such a thing to her.
I really should get out of my bed, it's been three days since I'm lying on it, I grabbed my phone to see what time is it, it's half past ten, let's just take a shower and hang out, everybody's at shcool so I should meet nobody I don't want to see.
After my shower, I dried my hair and made some ripples curls, I have some time to waste so..., I applied some BB cream, made an eyeliner soft line and applied a pink lip balm for hydratation, then I got in my room again and picked up some clean clothes, I decided to wear this:
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It's freezing out side so I took a coat with me, I was about to go out when I went back home to put my glasses cause there's no sun, there only big grey clouds and some cold breeze, I'm happy that I took my coat with me. Mother nature made a side painting today, as sad as me actually, sad because of the lies, the betrayals..ect. I am not thinking about that now, I've had the entire weekend to do so! Now I'm getting out to breat fresh air and to try to find a solution, yeah, cause I'm not staying mad at my father forever, we really need and should talk. I need to talk to someone who won't judge me, just someone to hear me.
I know where to go!!
Let's see an old friend: Liam, remember him??
To be honest since he told me that he likes me, I didn't talk to him or even see him, I didn't go to the library for a while but I recently heart that he has a girlfriend and that he's happy with her, I also know that she's in the same high school as me, maybe we'll be friends or maybe she'll be jealous because her guy loved me once, I don't know... But still I'm happy for him.
