Attaching Hurts

she was right / I'm home

      Alex's P.O.V:

I can't believe I left her there on her own not carring about her even for a second, what a fool!!

 That's the least we can say!!

 I know, I couldn't control my anger, she told me what no girl ever told me before,

  But she was right...

 Yeah I know, I'm jerk, a playboy, a heart breaker, girls are toys to me and I throw them away when I' tired playing with'em, that's what I am... I want to say, that's what I was, cause since that night, I changed... I wanted to change, she did something to me, I told myself that no girl ever in the world could replace her, that if I have her all the other girls will be nothing... stuffs like that, oh my god, what a nunuche fairytale!!

 Whatever, I built a bad reputation, but I had no choice, something happend to me, only Clay and another guy know this story...

  Anyway, I decieded to put my pride aside and go back to where I left her, she maybe blessed me but she was honest and in someway I think that I needed that..

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 I'm certain that I left her here but she faded away!!

 Sabrina's P.O.V:

I looked trough the window to see who it was, guess who?!!

 It's Alex, suddenly a wave of anger invaded me and all I wanted to do is to open that door and smach his head with the vase that was at hand but when I observed his face, I could see fear and it's like he is worried... or maybe I'm dreaming.

  I walked toward the door and stopped in front of it, his gaze changed, I clearly saw relief in it ( if you remembr my house,chap1, the door is a large transparent glass).

  We stayed like that facing each other for a while, usually I can't face him but now I was looking at him in the eyes with an anger gaze but that didn't last long, that puppy face he had made me melt, he feels sorry I know it, I can see it, oh my gosh, how can somebody be that cuteness!!

 Regain your consciousness Sabrina, don't forget what he did!!

I know, I can't just let it go by!

I finally decieded to open the door but I didn't say a word, I was looking at him with what wanted to seem like anger and authority,

 -" I just wanted to check if you were home" he said with detachment and I couldn't decipher his gaze,

 -" Why?! I'll remember you if you forgot, you were the one who left me there without turning back!! I waited for you, for a full hour, without moving an inch, you didn't come, so, Alex, why are you freaking here now?!!" I said raising my tone in the last sentence more that I wanted to,

 -" I just wanted to check if you were ok because some people know that you were with me today so if something happened to you, it would've been my fault"he just said that like that... "who brought you back?" he asked,

 -" My friends Dad, my own Dad isn't home" Why did  I say that, he doesn't need to know!

 -" Okey" he said putting his hands in the pockets of his pants.

  I feel so stupid actually, I thought that he regretted what he did but turns out that no. I thought that I'll open the door, we'll stay quite for few seconds starring at each other insistently then I'll turn my gaze to face the floor, of course, he'll notice that I've cried then he'll hug me without saying anything so I'll feel better and safe in his embrasse... or at least he'll ask me for the reason why I've been crying, just like in these perfect love dramas I love to watch!

  But this just happen in movies and we're in real life!

   I sigh at that thought.

 I raised my head and looked right straight in his grey eyes that would've make me melt if I wasn't determined to end up writing the few pages of the chapter of my life which is linked to Alex Parker. I'm sick an tired of all of this, everything linked to him brings me nothing but problems, sadness, anger and bad mood; and what is wrong with me blushing everytime he passes near me, or feeling my heart skipping a beat everytime he says my name or touches me,  or when my eyes simply meet his mistarious gaze which has the ability to melt a north pole ice block.

    That's what people call being in love!

  Oh really I didn't know ( sarcasm)

 -" Well, you see me, I'm home and I'm ok, you can leave with a clear conscience and sleep like a baby cause you've don't nothing wrong and you don't need to appologize for anything Mr.Angel", sorry myself but I couldn't help it and I'm pretty sure that these few words will bring me some kind of trouble..

 -" Excuse me?!!" he said opening his eyes and made a little pause but continued " I won't appologaze if that's what you want, all you got is because of you, next time whach your words love" he said with a wink, I don't know if I hate it or love it when he calls me by nicknamesbut it's not time for that, now .... time for a little argue!!

  -" Oh and what did I say bad Love?" I said puting my hands on my hips" Did I lie?" I said it walking to him till there was 5 inches between us, I don't know if I'm right but I feel like what I've just done shook him a little, if it is, then I think I'm gonna love playing this little game.

  We were facing each other, I actually heve no idea of what's gonna happen next, maybe I should say something else but i don't know what..

   This time he's the one who turned his gaze to face the floor, 

 -" That's what you really think of me"  I could barely hear it, it was more like a whisper than something else but I felt pain in it. Sudenly he raised his head again and said with a smirk " you know what Love, your completely right I'm a jerk and an asshole, a bad guy a heart breaker, good job Sabrina, you figured out who I am very fast" what an asshole, I want to slap him so bad but I know I should not, for my own safety. " But you know, I'm not gonna change, get that in you smart mind Petton".

 -" I'm not asking you to change, you can be who you want, act like you want cause correct me if I'm wrong but we're nothing to each other" I snapped, usually I'm not that rude but with him it's diffrent.

  His smirk disappeared and I could see that he stiffened.

 -" Yeah you're right" he said and then he left without adding anything else.

It's midnight, a new day goes with a new chapter ;)

  LOVE#Dalifanny#