ghost of you ➳ lashton ✓

t h r e e

so i drown it out like i always do
dancing through our house with the ghost of you
and i chase it down, with a shot of truth
dancing through our house with the ghost of you

Later that night, he got extremely angry at the fact that Ashton is no longer around. His anger mixed with sorrow as he went to chug down a bottle of vodka since he thought it would take away the pain from his lover. He feels like a broken record by doing the same thing: he cries and goes to drink his sorrows away, he then ends up drunk and misses Ashton, and eventually he cries about him.

That is when he play Ed Sheeran's '+' on the radio. The album meant everything to them as this was their go-to album. Luke would always perform Lego House for Ashton whenever possible.

Whenever the song comes on, Luke remembers the first time they met. He used to perform in the park downtown Sydney just to give people entertainment when they were in the park. It also gave him a little money, but most of all, it was to show people his talent.

One day back in 2012, he played Lego House because it was his favourite song at that time. That was when he saw the dirty blonde walking up to him with a huge smile. Luke's heart flutter at the sight as he automatically has a crush on the boy. They bonded over the song and the rest is history.

He remembers when they would always slow dance to the same song. Luke can feel Ashton's arms wrap around his neck. The smaller one would always rest his head on Luke's chest, just listening to his heartbeat,

Luke can see Ashton standing there and he can feel his touch. His lover's eyes are so gorgeous to stare at and he falls in love even more.

'I love you'

That is when he remembers that Ashton is not really there as he stop and watch Ashton fade away.

He is beyond angry as he throw the bottle against the wall. Anger quickly turns to tears as he slide down the wall and cry.

Nothing will ever bring Ashton back. Luke can't accept the fact that he is gone!

"I miss you, Ash."

That was the last thing he said before he fell asleep in the spot on the floor.