ghost of you ➳ lashton ✓

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if i can dream long enough, you'd tell me
i'd be just fine
i'll be just fine

Sometimes, Luke just wants to shut his eyes and open them to see his lover standing in front of him. He miss hearing Ashton talk about his day or telling him that he loves him. Luke fears that one day, his lover's voice will disappear out of thin air.

Luke would have dreams about Ashton and told him that everything is fine and that he would be fine without him. That is what Luke fears: being fine without Ashton.

Ashton is his world and will forever be.

Luke feel nothing without him around. There are days when he breaks down because Ashton is not around to hug him. He really misses him.

He would replay videos of Ashton and smile at the memories. He felt his heart flutter at the sound of Ashton's laugh or giggles.

That boy was his fucking ray of sunshine and now he is gone.