HOLD ON {Shidge}

Hold on pidge

Hope you like it because I love this song so I hope it's good.
Also if I got pidge's birthday wrong I'm sorry.
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[3rd p.o.v]

Katie is emotionally breaking inside because she feels like she's not good enough for anything because everything she dose either goes wrong or she messes up and Allura makes fun of her because of it. She has a bad habit to cut herself when she feels useless or worthless which is sadly almost everyday; Shiro tries his best to make her feel wanted and loved but Allura's words are constantly echoing in her head. She tries to ignore it but it's hard to ignore when your told your stupid, ugly, and worthless every day of your life weather it's on social media or in person.

Her friends are lance, Hunk, and Keith. Lance makes Katie laugh even though she is feeling down and can make happy and smile. Hunk cooks her peanut butter cookies which is her favourite. And Keith, he is someone who she can talk about what she is feeling and get what she needs off her chest he makes her feel like she's not alone and she is starting to believe that.

Katie tried to kill her self twice. The first time was when Allura spilled food all over her in school and everyone laughed at her. No one tried to help her. Shiro wasn't at school that day because he caught a cold so he had to stay home. Matt wasn't there to help because he was in college. Her friends weren't there because they got in trouble because Keith and lance got in a fight and hunk tried to stop it. She was......... all alone. She went home crying startling her mom when she rushed through the house. She locked her self in the bathroom and started to cut her wrist but she cut deep and blood started to gush out off her arm. She suddenly stopped memorized by the wine colour slowly dripping down her arm she watched in amazement. Her mom was basically trying to knock the door down because she knew how Katie felt...... she knew her daughter was breaking; she didn't want her only daughter to die......... not like this. She loved her daughter very much and losing her daughter right after she lost her husband. She wouldn't be able to take it. She can't handle another heartbreak. When her mom finally broke down the door she found her daughter lying on the floor probably passed out from blood loss. When she saw her daughter like this is it hurt......... it hurt like hell that she can feel physical pain in her chest.

The second time was when Allura and her friends kept putting notes anonymously in her locker saying to just do them all a favour and kill her self. This happened for months, everyday she was getting notes and she never told Shiro or Keith. She never told anyone because she thought they wouldn't care. She always read them in class but one note set her off. 'You know you should just kill yourself already, no one cares about you, your just a little slut who thinks Shiro likes you. Well news flash honey because he likes me. If you want Proof then to the fitness centre after school' she felt really strange about this one. But non the less she went. And when she got there she saw Allura kissing................ Shiro. She felt her world crashing down. All she can think of was when Shiro said he loved her for the first time......... but he lied..... He lied...... he fucking lied. Was all she was thinking and when she finally came to her senses when Shiro said "it not what you think" and all she can say was "how could you" only above a whisper. After that she ran. She didn't know where she was going but she ran. She just wanted to get out of there she didn't want to see Shiro. She didn't want him to break up with her because he loved Allura. She couldn't handle it. When was out of breath she had to stop. She looked around to see where she was and saw a lot of trees. She was in the forest about a 45 minute walk away from school. She spends a lot of time here; she goes here when she needs a break from all the stress and pain. She comes here to clear her mind. When caught her breath she decided to go for a walk but away from the path. She wanted explore a bit and to try to clear her mind of what she saw. She wipes the tears that keep falling from her face she knows it's useless but she keeps trying to wipe them away. A little ways in the walk she finds a rope. Laying on the ground tied to nothing. Just a rope that has mysteriously appeared there like it was ment to be there.

She picked it up and walked to a nearby tree and tied it to a branch that was close but not to close to the ground. She made a noose and put it around her neck and she stepped up on a root that was popping out of the ground. She tied the other end to the branch. She took a deep breath and jumped when she was hanging she felt her breath be taken away.

She felt pain in the neck but she liked it. She heard someone calling her name but she didn't really hear it was like an echo. She really couldn't place the name either because all she can hear was her heartbeat slowing down. Her vision slowly turning black. She can see somebody running up to here calling here name but she couldn't recognize them. She could barely see two feet in front of her now. All she can see was black that was consuming her.

She felt as if she was taking her last breath but then she fell. Someone cut the rope that she was using to hang but she didn't see who it was. But she can hear a few voices calling her name and someone screaming to call an ambulance. And that was all she heard before she was consumed by the darkness.