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BTW
If you were born around the months of August2December, please pretend you were born around January2June because Matt was (said to be) born around August and u are suppose to be older than him in this story.
P.s, you guys like selfcest? Idk, just a thought. It has a role in the story...kekekekekk
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P.S OH MY LORD. WHY DO I ALWAYS HABE TO POST IT WHEN ITS UNFINISHED. I HATE THE PUBLISH BUTTON. WATTPAD, PLEASE MOVE THE PUBLISH BUTTON SOMEWHERE ELSE SO MY CHUBBY HANDS WON'T FIND ITSELF PUSHING IT ACCIDENTALLY OML.
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"I knew you wouldn't."
"M-Matt..."
He sighs. "I'm sorry for making you see me like this. This isn't the Matt you know."
It was silent for a hot minute before you decided to just ask him something
"Matt...was there...a reason for why you're always so full of yourself?" You asked, out of full sympathy. He looked like he really needed someone to talk about his situation with.
He looks up at you, "N-no..." He hesitantly says.
"Matt, don't lie to me."
"I...I guess there isn't any way for me to get out of this...well, no one ever noticed me back at the orphanage...o-one time...it was my birthday...no one even greeted me...even the nice ladies who worked for the orphanage were too caught up in everything. I tried everything for them to notice me and..."
He bursts out in tears.
"A-and...I even tried to tell my roommates but...th-they just...they just told me to leave them alone. I told myself if no one notices me, I'll have to notice myself. And from then on, I became the kid who loves himself. A bit too much. People were actually noticing me..."
You look at him, putting yourself in his place, that would hurt. A lot.
"And so, if that was the only way people would notice me, I did that. I kept up the stupid facade for years. You guys would joke around and keep calling me and idiot or a moron, I would always laugh it off. For the sake of not ruining the mood. Afraid that if I fought back, you guys might not want to be friends with me...yes, that hurt. A lot. I just laughed it off with you guys...just so that you'd be happy."
He explained.
"M-Matt...that's so ridiculous! Why would you think that?!" You said.
Then it hit you.
'He just wanted attention, didn't he? He just wanted someone there to make him feel loved...but no one did. No one even noticed...so that's why. But...what about...'
"But Matt...what about your parents?" You asked.
He looks at you, "They loved me. I know they did. But their attention was always to Tom or Tord. They're the oldest, I know, but...I...I just wanted to have the same treatment they would give to them. They knew that I was narcissistic, so they just left me, putting one-eighth of their love on me, thinking that I would just love myself. So I did. But it never patched up the hole that was growing bigger and bigger. I just..."
He paused, before covering his eyes.
"I just wanted someone to notice me, to tell me that they love me truly. I wanted someone to give me a gift that was specially for me and me only. Growing up, I had to share everything with my siblings. A-ah...Your gift to me, I was so grateful. B-but then you also had gifts for the others. I just...I just wanted someone to give me something that was for me and only me. Th-this doesn't make sense at all, does it?"
A full on waterfall was streaming down his face.
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