"Stella what time tonight" Steve asked as we walked out of the ceremony. Guess someone's eager to get drunk, "7, as usual" I said as yet again, we all filed in to car. "So look at all you, y'all actually graduated" I said playing XXXTENTACION's "SAD!" album. I'm sad that they graduated so now we all have to be sad.
{a/n hi, it's June 18th, 2018. Today is the day XXXTENTACION got shot and killed in Florida. He was and forever will be my favorite artist. Just thought i'd give him a mention. so yea just for future reference}
"What's with this sad music" Dal said grabbing my phone to change the song. Before I knew it... KEKE by Tekashi69 was blasting through my car speakers. I didn't mind.
It's currently 6, Grad was at 3. I dropped every single person off at their own houses like I was a fucking uber. Finally getting home at 6:30. I decided I wasn't gonna dress up for this party like I usually do. I have no one to impress. I just threw on a navy blue t-shirt dress and white vans sneakers.
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I was tryna be comfy tonight.
*ding* Text Message from Gina ——————————————————————— Gina: "Can we talk" Stella: "come to the party tonight then start talking" Gina: "Look are you mad at me" Stella: "I said, come to the party tonight then start talking" Gina: "uh okay" ————————————————————————
I wasn't mad at Gina. Well... she was the reason why I got mad, hooked up with Mason, said I loved Dal... maybe I was mad at her. I don't wanna make it seem like I'm mad because I like Dal, I was mad she was flirting with him. He's my best friend, best friends are off limits. Yea that's a good excuse.
It was 6:45 when the gang came over. They always come over a little early before I have over, I get a little tensed up and they always know how to make me feel better. And along with the gang came Gina. I was excited to have words with that bitch. I was gassed up right now, I wanted to just yell at someone. Guess Gina was gonna be the one I was gonna use as my punching bag.
Everyone started showin up, my house was filled to the brim with kids from school. Even Bri came to talk to Pony. I hope they hookup, but Angela's here. And Angela is obsessed with Pony. And Pony was obsessed with Brianna. I knew there was gonna be a problem tonight. Not just Angela and Brianna.
Man I just wanted to punch Gina strait in the nose for even thinking about liking Dal. And she wanted to hide it from me? No shot she'd get away with this. When I get mad, I like fights. I used to fight back in Howard Beach a lot. See I was with this kid. Antonio, Antonio Zampino. He was the 'heartthrob' of that town. All the girls nutted over him basically. And I had him. But being with him, payed a price. I'd always get in fights with girls who tried to get with him or tell him to break up with me. They'd call me and whore, slut. And i'd just sock em in the mouth to get them to shut up. I broke up with him after I found out he got with Vanessa Migliaro. Fuckin slut. So basically I deal with issues by fighting.
