*Beyonce point of view*
" oh my goodness I can't believe it's been almost ten years since I seen you" Michelle squealed
" I can't believe it either it feels like we graduated high school yesterday" I said hugging her back
" how's everything going what's up with you" she asked sitting on the sofa in my hotel room
" nothing much just being a mommy and trying to live my life to the fullest" I smiled at her
" oh my god bey you have a child girl you always loved kids I'm surprised you don't have a dozen by now" she chuckled
" yes I did but after carrying sky for 9 months I was way past loving kids I didn't want anymore after that but she's my pride and joy so I'm blessed" I smiled thinking of sky
" well I'm glad to hear that girl I'm sure she's amazing" she smiled
" she is but enough about me how's everything" I asked
" I'm making it with my mom being sick and my family going crazy I'm making it out pretty good but with god on my side I know he will pull me through" she smiled
Michelle has always been more connected to god than any of our friends. I admired her for that because we all needed to be doing the exact same thing. None of us are close to perfect but we always made sure we prayed here and there. I was raised in the church but once I became an adult my life got complicated. There is nothing more complicated to the point where god is not my priority I just have been lazy and not committing to myself.
" well if you ever need anything I'm one phone call away now that you have my new number I should go to church with you this Sunday it's been a while" I said slightly frowning
" hey girl don't frown it happens and I'm sure pastor Simmons would love to see you walk in there they only ask about you every two weeks" she laughed
" I'll come I miss all my good folk" I smiled
" so hows marriage life" she asked smiling
" I'm not married actually " I smiled
" oh I'm so sorry I did not want to offend you" she frowned
" no girl it's fine things got complicated but we're back together and working on it" I smiled
" thank god for that I'm proud of you two" she said
" me too I love that man so much and this time I feel like he's all the way with me and ready to pick me up when I fall and sky is loving the fact that he can be around more even though she lived with him most of her childhood" I said
" do you mind me asking why " she asked l
" no not at all I wasn't the right fit at the time financial because of the divorce and all the depression I didn't want my baby suffering so I sent her with jay but she's with me full time now and so far so good soI'm blessed" I smiled
" girl I'm proud of you it's so surreal seeing you right now your so grown" she said
" don't forget Michelle I been grown" I chucked
" well yeah we all know that fast tail" she chuckled
I smirked looking away
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" baby " I called entering the hotel room
No answer
I'm assuming he's with the boys still and I'm pretty sad because I haven't seen him since the morning and I don't want to call because I want him to enjoy his time back home just like he allowed me to do when I was with the girls.
