I woke up with a bad migraine and decided to go get some water out the fridge. I slowly made my way their seeing Beyoncé sitting on my couch asleep. I don't even know how she got here but she had her clothes on from the other night.
" you feeling okay " she said
" I thought you were asleep" I said
" just resting my eyes I've been up all night making sure you didn't do anything stupid " she sighed
" you don't have to worry about me and how you get in" I asked
" I was practically your wife and I have a set of keys and I have a right to be worried about you Shawn we have a child together " she snapped
" oh " I said opening up the fridge
" oh " she repeated walking towards me
I opened my water taking a sip
" Shawn are you depressed please just talk to me " she pleaded
" I'm fine Beyoncé " I spat
" no your not " she said
" please just go" I said
" I can't do that to you or me " she sighed letting her tears fall
I shook my head
" Shawn a 9 year old beautiful girl loves you and for you to sit here and kill yourself hurts me to the core how am I going to tell her that her father is dead " she questioned
I clicked my lips
" I'm not dead " I said
" yet and if you keep the same routine up you'll be dead or either in jail please I can't do it alone all I'm asking of you is to be honest with me I can't loose you baby and I can't loose myself finding you I need you to wake up please " she cried
I nodded hearing her as she cried
" I'm sorry I'll do better" I said
She nodded putting one hand on her hip and the other over her face crying. I pulled into my chest hugging her tightly
" I'm sorry " I said kissing her forehead
She looked at me her makeup still on just the way she did it last night
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" you look sexy " I said
" please jay not now " she sniffled
" your beautiful smart and God's blessing " I said
She sniffles harder letting it all out as I slowly unbuttoned her blazer as she cried
