~Shawn mothers house~
" man oh man look how much she looks just like Beyoncé " my mother said
" yeah she's my little princess " I said
" where's Beyoncé you guys were all over each other back when I seen you and that was a few years back I'm still angry with you don't you dare go without calling or coming to see me" she said
" I'm sorry momma I've been just going through a lot lately and it's been hard " I said
" well tell Beyoncé to hurry up and get here before dinner is served " she said
I don't want to tell my mom about my new wife and me and Beyoncé being separated because she would literally kill me.
I saw Beyoncé walk in looking beautiful and boy did I want her this moment but I kept my composure in front of my daughter and mother.
" oh lookie lookie there goes my damn cookie " my mom shouted
" grandma you watch to much bring it " sky laughed
" I can't help it them girls be getting down " she said
We all chuckled
" hey mama G " Beyoncé smiled hugging her
" who have you been " my mom asked
" I've been good actually really good" she said smiling
We all got ready for dinner and usually my whole family comes to dinner so we just sat around the dinning room table and began praying and serving plates.
" mommy sit by me " sky said to Beyoncé
" I will snuggs " Beyoncé smiled
There relationship has grown so strong over the past few months and I love It I just wish Beyoncé would understand how sorry I am.
" so Jay when are you and Beyoncé gonna give me another grand baby " my mom asked
Beyoncé stopped chewing and looked down
"'Um mama Gloria I don't if he has told you but me mad Jay divorce a couple years ago " Beyoncé said looking down
" what " she asked shocked
" mama I don't Know the right time to tell you " he said
" Jay I could kill you right now all the shit she put up with you " she said
" it's okay mama Gloria " Beyoncé said shy and hurt
" it's not okay baby , he needs to fix this " she said
"There's not much be can fix he's married " Beyonce said
She got up from her seat and looked at Jay
" what the hell has gotten into you " she yelled
I excused myself from the table and made my way to the guest bedroom and felt tears fall from my eyes I didn't actually know why I was so emotional right now I will always live Jay even if I say I don't but I have Aubrey there for me.
There was a knock at the door and I seen Jay appear. He walked in and closed the door .
" Beyoncé can I talk to you please " he said
" why Jay why me why did you do it to me " I asked breaking down
" Beyoncé I'm sorry I didn't mean for it all to happen like this I really wish you were still my wife " he said
" Jay don't do that you had all that time to think about me but you choose to invite me to your wedding and make me watch you confess your love to someone else " she said
" bey it wasn't like that I swear on my life it wasn't I was just ..." He couldn't explain himself
" you can't explain your self to me Jay I've been wishing that one day God would Knock some damn sense into you for you to realize what your saying to me you chose your fate not me we would have still been married if it was up to me " she shouted
" Beyoncé I'm sorry " I cried
" I think it's time for me to leave " she said slowly walking out the room holding her mouth
Beyoncé point of view
I walked down stairs and decided I'd walk out side and take a little walk around the park.
I never seen Jay break down as much before but I mean he did it to himself I can't help that
I made my way around the park a couple of time and then sat on the bench.
Eventually I was joined by Shawn
" Beyoncé look I know you don't ever wanna talk to me again I get it but I don't want you to know I'm truly sorry for what I've done you I love you and my child always " he said
" so why did you leave my alone all those nights I would look at myself and think I was doing something wrong but you left me for her " I said
" I was stupid I was trying to get back at you okay there I said it I was trying to make you mad I thought you deserved it at the time " he said
" like I always told you once you loose something good theres not going back " I said
" so what about your little boyfriend " he sighed
" does that bother you " I asked
" yes it doses " he said
" well good stay bothered while we be unbothered " I said standing up
He stood up and grabbed my waist pulling me close to him restraining me from moving
" just remember your always connected to me " he said letting me go walking away
I stood there he may be right but do you think I'm going to let him control my life hell to the no I've grown so much to go back to his selfish ass.
A/n
I've Been stuck with strep throat for 6 days straight so here's a little something🤒
Didn't proof read either
