It's been a month or so since the incident and I haven't seen him. Today would be my first encounter with him . He is staying with nia I guess in her home here. When arriving to her home a teenage boy opened the door.
" hi I'm Beyoncé I'm here to see jay " I said
" oh yeah come on" he said leading the way as I walking I seen pictures of jay and nia and they were truly in love
I smiled
I seen nia in the kitchen crying into her hands
" Ill come in here " I whispered to the boy and he nodded
" nia " I said
" oh umm Beyoncé I left out to give you two some space " she sniffed wiping her eyes
" no talk to me " I said sitting down
" he's the man who gave me my first everything he was the one and I was his one I love him so much but I know I can't have him I didn't tell him yet but Makai is his son I hid it from him he left me for you after college I was heartbroken and to see him like this now" she broke down
Jay had been shot in the head after having an encounter with someone. It missed his brain thanks to god he is doing much better he just has to get use to having major migraines the rest of his life. Seeing her cry like this really woke me up. Jay broke her heart and came to me and now I've broken him.
" I love Shawn but I don't think he loves me the same way anymore " I slightly chucked I forced him to look at me and that clearly didn't work so I figure I lost him when you came everything changed all of a sudden that's how I knew he wasn't in love with anymore " I said
" Beyoncé I never meant to come here and be the center of attention understand that Shawn and I have history but I would never come in between you all I've stayed hidden for awhile more so to work on myself and work on my son who's my world " she said wiping her tears
I nodded
" I'm not going to take him by default because what kind of women would I be I'll take him if he's willing to walk to the rest of the way with me if not there's nothing I can do " she said honestly
" excuse me " her son said
" yes baby " she smiled wiping her eyes quickly
" I'm going to practice now dads awake now I'll be back before dinner " he said
" okay baby " she said
He came to hug her and wipe her eyes making me smile
" I love you mom " he said
" I love you endlessly " she smiled watching him leave
She sighed when she heard the front door close