Fangs

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I can't keep breaking up with you
You messed with my heart baby
Now it's black and blue

He broke my heart, so many times. We were known as the off and on couple at Riverdale high. But this time I'm really done.

Love isn't fair, so I swear
That this time, this is the end

We don't love each other. There's no love left in our relationship. We break up one minute then make up the next.

It's honestly exhausting. Being cheated on is the worst. When we break up, we sleep with other people, and the cause of the break up is usually because one of us slip up and cheat. Then we make up til someone slips again.

It's like a recycle. A repeat. Sometimes though, a repeat or recycle gets boring or tiring. I just can't keep doing this.

And I can't keep lying, lying to myself
Ooh, thinking you'll love me right
But you never will

I've lied to myself, telling myself he will love me right. But I know, deep down in my heart, he never will. It hurts.

It's too much to bear (Too much to bear)
So I swear (This time I swear)
That this time, this is the end
(I mean it baby)

It was to much, I couldn't do it. If I hurt him in any way possible, I'm so so so sorry. But he hurt me, I will always love him with all of my heart.

But it was to much to bear, watching him with other girls. Touching their bodies, kissing their lips, moaning their names, when it should've been me. But sadly it wasn't.

Oh, said I'm gonna leave, but I'm never leaving
Now I know that I really don't need you
Had your fun, now the party is done
And you beg on the floor as I walk out the door, boy, we're through
Oh, all the tears I cried, all the lonely nights
Boy, I lost my mind but now I'm sure, now I'm sure
Now I'm sure
You can say what you want
But love isn't here anymore

He tried to convince me, there was love still in our relationship and that he loved me. Which could be true, but I doubt it.

And I won't be missing, missing you
And no one can love you
The way I used to do

I lied and said, I won't miss him, but I will miss him. Even though we were the only and off couple, we did have good memories.

He was my best friend for the longest time. Then we got together and just like that our relationship and friendship was over.

When we first got together, I was scared about ruining our friendship, but he resured me it will be okay. I should've went with my instinct, now I lost him as my boyfriend and best friend.

I know it seems as if it's my fault, but it's kinda his. He cheated on me first, but told me it would never happen again. Why did he have to lie? He could've told me he didn't want to be tied down. It would've been better for the both of us. But as stupid teens, we stayed in the relationship and it tore both of us apart.

We knew it would, but at the time we didn't care. Neither of us. But now that we face the pain, we care. We care so much.

But love isn't fair, and I swear
That this time, This is the end
Oh whoa

Love isn't fair, it really isn't. But as people, we have to deal with it. We hurt and experience sadness.

I promise baby
This is the end
(You know it's the end)
(Oh whoa yeah, this is the end)

I walked away from his house, with one thought in my head.

This is the end.

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This was so short, I'm so sorry. Lol

Yours truly,
    Lindsey

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