I could be better
I should be better
Why am I like this?
Why do I pretend to feel something I'm not?
The voice creeps closer "He's better, She's better. Be more like them, or you'll be a burden forever."
I cant escape it
It has me in its grasp
I cant feel my heartbeat
I cant breathe
I'm drowning
"You're a disgrace. This world would be better without you." The voice grows louder
WHY CAN'T I BE BETTER?
WHY SHOULDN'T I STOP TRYING
W H Y S H O U L D N T I E N D
I T ?
.....
I wake up
Im ok
The voice returns
And I'm suddenly worse.
