**** LOVE-SICK ****

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I've been screaming at the dark

and it's been screaming at me

I see your pretty face in the darkest of places.

You got me so in love, Addicted.

What did you think I meant when

I said, "I love you"?

Don't worry about me, 

I've been good too. 

I've just fallen for you for

the millionth time

And I can't stop thinking

about you.

You don't need to lie,

I know you so well.

We accept the love we think we deserve..

and we give ourselves hell.

I hate spending these nights alone,

Honey, do you ever feel like

you fell?

We used to talk every night.

We loved to waste out time

and you just cant control my 

hopeless heart, All I wanted

was for it to be free..

And you know, you'll always know

Right where to find me.

I feel like I'm drowning,

Like im being undone.

Falling apart,

Has never been this fun.

My ashes scattered across the sky

they feel the breeze

Losing myself and Losing time.

Searching for love on the run.

Suddenly we were in love.

Going away, Flying above.

Losing our battles with ourselves,

Wishing we were someone else.

Somewhere between the lines I lost you.

I want to go back to the time I first met you

Because I can't sleep.

Memories with her,

slow dances in the summer

Makes me smile but

still poisons in my mind.

Why is it so unfair? 

What else is there left to say?

I never stopped loving you

and I dont even think you care.

I prefer an unmarked grave

For all of my dead dreams.

Oh, the things you do to me,

You're the only one who makes me feel.

Oh, Would you?, Would you be my love?

I always thought there could be a me and you.

I didn't write these stupid songs

for validation or fame.

I wrote them all for you

and I hope someone else finds

what he was looking for

because this is the sort of poem

that ends up in someone's voicemail

and for me? it's you.

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