Walking across the beach,
right after we swam
Looking for our graves,
but we couldn't find them
We settled for our shared bed,
Where we lay down all night
You didn't blink while you were looking at me..
well neither did I..
Darling, you said you wanted to die
When you lock yourself in the bathroom as you cry
The world is a mess but we had each other
You could always die in my arms at night
Because I was your lover..
Now you're gone and the pain coming back
You have others to open your doors
and to kiss you good night
Constant pain changes my mind
But when im with my friends, it all seems fine..
I have to remind myself
not to kill everyone in sight
Because I hate everybody but you
But you left me too, full of fright..
Now I don't want to die anymore
I want to live my life
the graves we were trying to find, I don't want to find..
If you find yours, I wouldn't mind..
At least you got what you were looking for..
all I wanted with you was more time..
-fxg
