Look I know no one really wants to know anything about me but whatever ig im just miserable rn.
My name is Rosa
I worry a lot, sometimes for no reason
I love drawing
I love listening to music
I'm an emotional mess
I hate bullies
I'm 14 years old
I get head aches often
I like to be around the same people and am not comfortable talking to those I'm not mostly around
I get attached to people easily so It's hard when someone leaves me
Most of the times I compare my life to other's life
I can be sarcastic
I want to die
I have thoughts about killing myself
I shine in my own spot light of weirdness
I find it hard to introduce myself to new people so... Idk Hi
Most of the time I get lost in my own thoughts that I ignore everything around me
I find it hard to stay calm when i panic
I find it hard for me to start a conversation with someone
I'm a really curious person
I can be silly when I feel like it
I don't like being the center of attention
I don't like being neat and organized
I don't like going to parties. They're loud, gross,(Because in the end of the party there's always food, drinks, or candy on the floor) and it's so LOUD
I'm afraid of the dark
I fear the thought of changing
I hate loud noises
I not okay with being yelled at
I'll always end up storming off and pretending to be mad, and when I'm a safe distance away I'll start to cryI like nature
My favorite animals are wolves, hyenas, and snakes
Blue, green, and red are my favorite color
I like to draw
I love listening to Twenty One Pilots
I like watching Thomas Sander's videos
I look at the stars when I get sad or lonely for some reason
If someone does not respond to my comments, I start worrying and panicking if I said something wrong or that the person now hates me and that they don't want me around and that thought terrifies me
I prefer to hang around people who are not 'pretty' and think they're the best
I'm always mad at myself
I'm a quiet person(Not shy) but I will get mad if you hurt anyone else
I've never felt safe in my life so I don't know what it's like
I prefer people stay away from my personal space unless I'm close to that person
I always find it difficult to relax when talking in front of crowds
I worry too much about what other people think about me
If I'm in a room full of people, I'll stay closer to the walls, trying to avoid the center
I'm not a judging person
People think I'm a shy kid But in reality I'm silly, sad, talkative and weird I don't know why my classmates call me mysterious, Is it because I don't talk much about myself??
I don't like taking selfies
Im a terrible person because I dislike hearing people talk crap about themselves, and guess what i do. I think and say crap about myself 24/7 .
I'm not used to getting called cute, smart, or funny I'm used to getting called ugly, useless, annoying, fat, weirdo, and personal maid(Yes, I've been called someones personal maid many times because I clean up after people's messes. Mostly because i feel bad for the people who have to deal with other kids junk)
I love My Hero Academia, Blue Exorcist, and Charlotte
YOU ARE READING
read this if you want I'm sure no one would tho.
RandomRead if you want I honestly don't care anymore