read this if you want I'm sure no one would tho.

I'm looking forward to dying

All I ever do is avoid people. I'm scared to face my problems. Sometimes I'm even scared to talk LIKE WTH IS WRONG WITH YOU!! I want to talk sometimes whenever I'm sad but my mouth get dry and I choke on my own words. When I walk in through the school doors I just want to hide myself soooo bad I want to put on a mask and a giant sweater to hide in because I don't like people looking at me. Sometime I wish I had someone I can verbally talk to and actually hug when I need one....but I'll never have that. I want to jump off the highest tree and hope death catches me..

I want to end my suffering but others are making it very hard for me they always try to keep me from actually doing it and I feel bad for them because they have to deal with someone like me...